SaVe ThE cHeErLeAdEr SaVe ThE WoRlD

random thought...

2011-09-15T13:59:00.004+08:00

to begin wif....its almost end of my holidays...n im dead bored doin notin day by day....lookin here n there..n doin notin...sad thing ah..i did lepak n catch up wif so many frens... life been not that great..wif some losses..wat i see today i too many loop holes for a person to become a doctor..its not bout how u become a doctor..its wat kind of doctor u r....we coveting this noble position shall save lives.....

helooooooooooooo

2011-09-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

i have been makin history lately...... never updated my blog for almost 4 months...damn....feel so irresponsible.... hmm...many things have taken place...four months is alot n ...so many events...new juniors... n much more...i wrote my university examination...wat a hype... gosh...was so scared..never that scared...really pushed my self to da max....i must say i didnt do well in my exams...but i manage to PASS...wahoo here comes second year for me....recently my uncle passed away... he raised me since i was young ... he been everything to me...n c-ing him, goin without c-ing me become wat he wants really hurts alot... basically he died because neglignece...wats happening to malaysia's healthcare system.... to many loop holes for people to become doctors....till there's no quality in doctors being proiduced...sad.....

the season is comin to n end,,,,

2011-05-28T20:03:00.003+08:00

the feeble cry im giving at the start of every post never seem to end...yeah im back...its my 150th post...my blog has been the best way i cry out my feelings... the title decipits notin...sumtimes my ball shrink...the time is almost up...its matter of days,,,n so much things to cover up...the feelings of me not producing fills my mind...but im ain't gonna give up... one dream one chance...im ready for it... must make each penny worth,,,,the taught of boring life seems to increase day by day,..sumtimes iwoner why its likethis for me...with no regrets i tend to repeat the same mistakes again n again...i just cant stand the sight of defeat...by delay...everday i pray tinking of a better day...but inspite its just the same...tears may seem to flow wen i tink about them....sumtimes i feel im betraying the trust,,,,despite all da odds ...the have sent me here...negletting all their needs n a dream of a small tings puttin on stake....n imstill diverting... im being selfish...i believeif imdiverting if its benefitting its ok...but im not...im losing...imready tobring those glory days of my life back....renaissace is wat im expecting but it never seem to merge....im sorry if i have disappointed u all...its time for action to speak louder than words...................................inspite effort being put...its like failure n luck is not on my side...but i have one bullet left....HARDWORK,,,,,im aint gonna give up..........bring it people...

life moves on....

2011-05-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

momentarly ...it has been a very long long time since i bloogged...never seem up to promises....i realised now days...my effort pput...in seem to b wasteful.//// n i tend to get irritated.... dunno why......... block 4 starts tommorow..... look.... im so deasd..

same n lame

2011-04-03T06:24:00.004+08:00

hmmm....my blog is so dead nowdays.....my performance i basically the same....imust say im so disappointed at times...but i gotno choice.....damn....my mind is confused n i dun seem to realise wat im doin at times...wats wrong man.... engine masih belum panas....india won da world cup....its massive to celebrate.....in da meantime.......its time to tink n make drastic move....

goodbye

2011-03-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

IM ON MY WAY BACK TO INDIA EDI... Time just flew like that.....awesome week must i say i had in msia... Now blogging from lcct..thnaks to my new nokia c6 many things becomes possible...will blog once i hit manipal

penultimate.................

2011-02-21T00:32:00.005+08:00

its time yet for another post after such a long absence....i did have the time ... recalling that i used to waste mamoth amount lingering in fb... but just cant make way for blogging.... owww jeeezzzzz...its almost about a week edi... im in msia...im back for semester breaks... must say...a semester full of disappointment... its just exactly a week since my traumatising experience in LCCT... its notin serious..b ut just hate the fact...i was there for 6 hours doin nothing...ewwwwwww.......... its about two week more before my holidays end n me back to india to continue the path in fulfillng my dream... till then...a promise to my blog itself... i will b blogging more now onwards
sumtin unusual.... this pic bring thousand answers to b answered...

dusty old blog

2011-01-06T19:49:00.004+08:00

it has been a while ...or shall i say been a long time since i blogged.... no intensity..... nehh.... no mood...but it has been prominent that blogging during events or issues has been norm to me....things r getting better now...have picked up... but declining rate is there...iknow my mistakes... n im afraid i may repeat da mistakes again...well i may have hurt myself through the process...but im seeming to back to da old bad ways of repeatiting wat has happen.....in state of dilemma... i believe watever i undertake...it may or will leave a pain n dissappointment on me...but i throughly made up that watever it is ...im not goin to disappoint THEM..noting comes above this priority..... im missin all of u.... I LOVE U ALL.... n noting can stop from me from gettin wat i want...nomatter how many times i fall....

blocks

2010-12-04T05:24:00.002+08:00

time flies....been two months and a half here...well...am i adapted???..kind of..but i guess this is for real...i must get adapted... my first block exams werejust over...a mere disappointment... GOd's grace....will back to blog soon...tillthen bye

deepavali.....n wats happening ard.

2010-11-14T03:52:00.010+08:00

hmmmmm...time to ponder

mtf answers..come after da exam papers collected

food court

mess

mess counter...where we take food

my roomate

very own clubbing....

look at da dancers

beauty of drinking milk

closeup pic

sarvin,rishi, don

sarvin me n don

deepavali posers

rishi,,,,talkin...n sarvin forever wif his fon

uma mahaeswar temple,maipaelephant.......not real..haha

fire works shops...no where in msia u can find that....so big shop

choose which one u want

so quiet...manipal town

mahe building decoration

damn cynide miss u wei....bacardi's

resting .....

viki's first hair cut

who said here got no brand shop....nike,levis..but not da roads

prasanth .......poser maut
on da way to laureal
Dhol Baji
another pic
my first sub way in life........

.... jeez.... i must say failing gives me new sensation.... i dunno why i fail...butim gonna put a full stop to this....yeah baby...deepavali here not that grand compared to msia....oni one day holiday.... hhahhahahahaha...i want it badly....

life goes on

2010-11-13T01:20:00.003+08:00

life goes on no matter wat......oww jeez it has been a while since i blogged... life hasnt been goin like how i wanted it to go...so many things deeply embended in my heart......but noting goin on well...am i jinxed or wat....nope...its all da effort...been failing tremendously in my both class test...sumtin unusual in mylife....becomin sometin norm...wats wrong wif me... 1001 reason comees to my mind.... but da main reason will b ...im not myself... i cannot b destroying my dreams...n of course my loved ones.... my parents gave me a chance... n i shall b fully utilising it...definitely will...i have to buckle up...my block exams r coming... n im not at all prepared or preparing for it... my daily life this

wacking breakfast to da max
not concentrating in class
sleep for 12 hrs
watch movi
waste time to da max
chit chat bout useless stuffs
drinking excessive amount of milk
eating to much of chocolates

this is never ever resembling A Medical student life

coming to manipal has been A DREAM come true thanks to my parents
i really wanna work all i have to give them sumting after 5 yrs........ i m goin for it....
damn recently i been diagnosed wif conjungtivitis ...it seems this disease has been hittin on india aster dengue.... im a victim...it basically can b divided into 4 category... viral,bacteria,chemical,stress....7 days edi im having ...damn...hope it goes down real soon......
....signing off,,.... wif confidence to conquer da world..... study to become a Good Doctor..... n to save life....... ITS ME>....

2010-10-30T14:37:00.009+08:00

owww jeez...drying clothes on small shrubs on on road...

don miller n prashant..

rishi n andrea

kolam in temple...

menu in india....its not that they give it terbalik....concentrate on da price

inner view

temple

look at da size of da cup.... in msia its oni half compared to these

soomeofmy frens.... ramesh, nithi, pavi n rishi

orientation nite

christ church

ashoka pillar

nice nice

kmc greens

1st month aniversary in Manipal

hospital view

directions....sarvin n rishi

pharmacy here n there.sarvin in da pic

look at da Q in da hospital

kasturba hospitalso packed
our very own artificial limb centre
these is wat u can see wen it pours like cats n dogs
milk temptation...i drink about 1litre minimum per day..
my first subway in life.... i tink da last one oso... not worthy...
been A quite a while since i blogged...pretty lazy i guess...but da urge is back....firstly will like to quote my life in manipal... adapting well... but...neh..... slacking to da max...especiallyin studies...notin da rite mood...notin can compare my days in ec n in jl.tun hs lee....i was talkin tocynide yesterday...he made me realise... wats wrong...i need to rediscover myself...can b giving up or blaming on sumtin else formy failure...got to work out da muscles which have been crumpled..n less strained for da past few yrs...got tocomeback to my glory days.... i need to buckleup...i will ...tats a promise...i ain't goin to give up.... i will prevail..... im back....

air of india

2010-10-07T00:02:00.003+08:00

stand there says aunty...

my family..missin here my uncle..who assisted me so much..

my life....my inspiration...my grandma..

cousins n sis

people awaiting for our arrival in bangalore...cheh act they seeing the flight flying la...hahaha...

bus we took to orchid valley....

blurred image of greens of bangalore

orchid valley rooms.....

bangalore airport..

nice place wei...

domestic flight from bangalore to mangalore..

jet airways....

sight of ammakals(right) and guards doberman on left...

streets of india...sarvin n don walkin

dismantled ...wow

some old car..tata

so high wei da petro price....... thank God msia got subsidy

auto...famous transport mode.... cheap ...

rishi posing wif a BUS ....damn old

never seem toimprove...sight of beggars in india...damn

a cow linig up to buy medical stuffs...

unique....where da head wei...?

cow osoknowhow to line up....but human...??

sharring is caring...shared to buy ice cream

big bazaar...soopin centre.... not even close to kipmart....

even flies make love.....

first dissection class....

our cadaver for this whole semester

mr .cadaver...resting in peace....

female cadaver fullof fascia.... fats...

look at him

liquor...unlimited....

rishi's wasted trip....

mahatma gandi statue at malpe beaach

beach pics...

delicious.... deep fried fish....
frankly tellin u...dun ever smell it...i mean da air of india...haha...assumption made wen comin here were so high..n lookin wif bare eyes explains the truth...yeah ...im in india... im studying in manipal university doin my MBBS.under Melaka Manipal Medical College..life hasnt been really great for me... came wif high expectation...but slcaking here n there...da jinx du n seem to go.... pusing sini pusing sana..kepala pusing.....akhirnya...feelin so down recenlty...my tonic da bacardi twins r not here summore...damn down..feeling like jusst goin back msia... but i did recuperated but not fully..thank God to manipal system.... i talked tomy mentor... feeling down... wow he was super helpful... i realised what he said,... it putin sense in me.... i got to gear up...i know wat i want...n i must get wat i want...i will...its time to doit...one final chance...my parents didnt give up on me..spending every sibglepenny to give me good quality education...i learnt its all...im ready now...im back,....its time to rock manipal... time to rock india...time to rock da world..people ard here are fr all walks of life.....jpa scholars n mara scholars...seems very different...im like...i got no frens orlike noclose ones... i have a geng here..but notin can beat da best days of high skool n college... super nice people...i belive i willget into here also to da same level... im will do all i can ...i really wanna enjoy this oppuritinty given by my parents tome... i really want to..... i will...... a lessson learnt today .HARD WORK

life in india

2010-09-26T16:02:00.000+08:00

it has been almost a week im in india....life's goin on pretty normal i suppose.. wen i first step in here...really unexpected of course... was expecting far better things...will get soon my internet connection...then i shall blog wif much ease.. wif pics to reflect wats ,life here.. im kindda of like the place now.... missin malaysia food to the max i suppose...food here cost very expensive... there r cheap ones.. poor in hygiene.... studies not like those days...simple to say... its not difficult... its challenging... heart strikes... hmm...recallin the incidents where i signed in fb to c few heart breaking stuffs.... all i can cay... friendship misused n never appreciated.... in pain n vain... life goes on...recallin to the loved ones still hoping n waiting..... life is not all about living for ourselve..its also bout living for our loved ones.... love u amma, appa, amachi, tanghechi..bacardi's family n frens....

time to fly....

2010-09-19T00:55:00.003+08:00

its not bout... flyin wif wings or without wings...
9 months passed in 2010 ....n in a matter of few hours roughly about 14 hrs time... im gonna bid a farewell to Malaysia.... goiin overseas to study... to fulfill my dream of becomin a DOCTOR... it took time...serioulsy till on da verge of givin up...but nehh..never did... n indeed it was a fruitful one.... a new ,life for da next five yrs... new people.... new place n new experince... spending 3 months of the year workin ...n goin back to study... but instead rocked kl...met people....especially two of themmm... so close...but nehh..its out of my hands now...believe wats mine will definitely b mine..... all for GOOD....... time to bid a farewell.... so GOODBYE MSIA>>>>> welcome INDIA>>>>>>>>> im gonna miss ma family n frens... n of course MSIA>>>..thanks everyone....

work life..... n after life in jb.....

2010-09-17T23:18:00.007+08:00

the bacardi's last day out in town..... for da year..... merdeka eve...

hahaha...look whose behinde.....

da hot guy wif a hot ride.... optimus prime

cheeky..........

da twins..... good lookin as always...

humble............

kinky..... a.k.a pimp

event hall...full of treasure n independence...........

post machine

staff entrance.... n makan room......... punch card machine...

cash.,.....i want to b a billionaire so fcukin bad

post machine in gents department

meahhhahahhaa

glimpse of gents deparment.........

part 1

it has been a while since i finished my short course in kl..... back in jb n was rottinn to da max at home for 2 weeks wen suddenly received a call from my previous employers askin me to join back to work for raya... they were in desperate need of cashier... tinkin i could spend my time n at da same time earn sum bucks for my expenses... i took da offer...workin was sumtimes annoying...wif useless , money minded kiasu people from msia n spore... but its n experience... seeing people not signin their credit cards for autorization purpose n people requestin for raya packets...haiz...siap raya n siapa pulak mintak.... haha...sum experience wei... nice n nice.... time spent...n not forgettin the care shown by the staffs....thanks n love all of u.... gonna miss workin in Parkson..handling cash.... n people...

part 2

hmmm my tenure in msia is soon comin to a break i guess. time.... to bid farewell to msia ..travel to da land...where my forefather came.... to further my studies...... damn... deeply in my heart..im seriously worried n sad to leave my family n frens here.... but ..all this worries n money n waitin...... i believe i will make it a worth while one..... dunno how bout that place..hows da internet connection n all.... will blog there tooo...never to give up....... blogger foreva.. for my family...i have been really cold to ya all....recallin incidents this year father's day where i didnt wish my dad his day.... a disgrace of being a son..he dun t care much but.... im ashamed.... lepakin in mid valley to da max...being cold towards my mum.... n sis... ium so sorry....damn...i will make sure i make them proud... n proud to be an INDIAN....... never a racist.... hate racism..... love all of u ....thanks resh for helpin me wif shoppin n not goin to work for 2 days to spend da time wif me..it means really alot to me..n thanks to abng kavij for da inspirational words of wisdom... n spending time... for me....thanks to gupreet..... n thanks to pravind for makin merdeka eve superb..thanks to all...n not forgettin da man who sacrifice so much this year for me.... never failing to say no .....Mr.william... my dearest uncle.... n all i can say now...GOODBYE>>>will b back soon.... n INdia here i come....it time to rock ya...wahooooo...adios,....

kl memories

2010-09-07T12:22:00.007+08:00

last buka botol.........

last dobi sending.......................

pool side view of sri jati.............

seventh floor full of memories..............

alley between 7 th n 6th floor... been ative wen FIS was goin to over... never ever will forget the time spent here...

alley....... of 7th floor....

my lot...... c-7-1

last shisha.... mint apple....

last puff.......

puchong....early morning..... sorry for the not perfect clarity

my things n shaan's packed

man of the moment..... last post in sri jati lift before he balik

full of memories.... will nver ever forget....

last scribble before i leave....

sesha's reminder ....................

my room.....

its raining...puchong crying for me??? nehh..natural phenomena

F.I.S results..............

well....it has been a while since i blogged...almost a month and a 1/2 ..my college life was over..had superb time... there..enjoying n living independant life to the max... but the five months was a worth one.... damn nice.....before i leave malaysia for another challenging life oversea.... i guess i better blogg.. about my last few days in sri jati..... drum rolls... pls...

solitude life.....

2010-08-12T16:52:00.004+08:00

Petaling Station.... not many in Sri JAti knows theres a nearby KTM station... but gettin there is dangerous especially nite time...the place looks unsafe.... a situation where danger is lurking all ard.....

Petaling Station...many tinking its petaling JAya...

Teluk Pulai ,Klang..............

it looks so Quiet............Teluk Pulai Station.

my last movi in Kl..... SOrcerer's apprentice.... i did sleep half way through the movie....

old klang road......... no one front of me...walkin all alone back from ABC

sempat snappin my checkers...cant b snappin myself ....hahaha

it has been a while since i blogged..... must say many emotional things happen after my last day in college... livin a solitude life.... being emo to da max.... n sending back one by one of my frens.....

so without hesitation.. here v go... after seeing n sending back one by one of my frens..its total emoness sittin down nearby Kadir's n pool spending ample of hours..listening to MataBAnd n Aizat's Aku cinta like no life...... but its nice tinking wat all has happend....love da life v live to da fullest..........before indulging further to my last few days in Kl let me blog my solitude life...in KL..all alone...

Goodbye.....................

2010-07-27T11:03:00.003+08:00

up in the air....... yeah.... it may seem to be just few days this depature..but it seems like been ages ....i got to know u oni a short period of time....but nver to forget every single seconds spent wif.u....cherish each n every seconds of.it........a superb person.... just cant take it anymore....how i wish the stay could have been longer...recalling the time i tell u my feelings.....damn funnyla.....damn...i always tell u that we have alot of things in common..seriously its true...no lies.......if i have the time traveller machine...for sure..its a bingo for me.... my texts n calls may have not been answered due to sum circumstances but.... thats not my concern..the taughts will b there foreva..... i must thank God for this oppurtinity......anytin can happen in the next six years to come....there r many predators waiting for its prey..just b careful... lets leave it to fate to decide.but watever it takes the friendship will b there foreva n always...the colours may fade,the hair may fade,the skin may fade but the love i have for u can never ever fade n no one can take it away from me....wishing u Gudbye n all the best in future....My prayers will b there for u. will definitely c u..for sure..believe everything is for good....im lost for words...it may seem crazy..... but i want it.....may have been a short period of time...but definitely a valauable one......time to shread tears... last not but at the least.............i dedicate this post for U..............sayo nara.......la tibia lublu.....

miss u..............

emo part 2.....

2010-07-27T02:00:00.005+08:00

initials..............................

grapes, mr maxis n of course TOMATO............

cooghen n koma after clubbing

let say if really it was an emergency, can't b lettin ur pants down n go rite...???

broke man's food...no choice...........

KL Tower

mega deck view form Kl Tower

prom settings.............

a view of twin tower...............

sultan n Robin......my guard buddies..............

Q-ing for wat????not to pay telephone bill or water bill or anyting else but to buy food........ lunch time rush... nasi kandar.............

hostel made milo ais tabur

hostel made milo +horlicks ais tabur.......

look at sri jati so deserted........................

the hatred of seeing one by one of my frens goin back....seem to hurt me alot....shakin hands n hugging them and not forgettin 2 say gudbye n all da best seem to hurtme more...............damn...sumtimes just cant take it.....but have to bear it...life have to go on no matter wat.... hehe......nvmind.......its time now to blog bout the past events.... it do seem to look bored goin to prom,the last event for my college...where i decided to go for the prom 10 min before the college bus came.....promnite was jst like farewell party for me.......

emo............

2010-07-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

damn its really hurting to c one by one soul leaving sri jati..the place where has been home n shelter for me...... for da past 5 months ...many things has happen...from creating havoc, party, geettin scolded bytenants n to the extend where police came n sounded us..each n every second has been a memorable one for me... sumtimes sum tings just cant be deleted from the memory..damn...now im blogging from the cc....... wif oni me, shan n saiful left... off will saiful go 2moro..damn.... damn.... damn.... can forget the times of emo in each angle.... will b back soon to blog n emo.............gudbye......

lost sumtin.............

2010-07-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

hmm...da second time blogging today.....sumtin very unusual....clear indication..got no much of work....damn ...my course is over..feel so heavy...seeing all those loved once... goin away...one by one...damn..how i wished it was oni yesterday comin to f.i.s ...its a clear indication im missin all my frens...it may have been short but sure has put in a strong impact in myself... damn...on da first day i was in kl...felt like runnin away..but now feel like wannna stay...enjoyed every second of it....damn...just cant take it... damn...worst come worst..sum people especially ....i just cant take it..dying a little by little...oni place i can pour out is no one else except u............... haiz.....sumtimes u want sumting so badly.but u still wont get.it.love that was never got is deeply more missed than love that is at hand............crap n crap.....life is great... i believe have to move on.. no matter what...there is much more things to c in life.............sayo nara......

a pinch of_kl_

2010-07-23T12:28:00.006+08:00

only free to smell.how nice got free cookies aswell means

kl tower..from some angeeeel.....

walkin......walkin n walkin....shan, sagun,nita, saiful n arshad

nice cars... on da way to KL twin tower

aloha......one stop for clubbing..beach club twin tower......................took long time ago......

Suria KLCC

view form the park......... took thispic in 2008

abother view.............

frontal view..........................

hmm.....hmmm....my stay is basicaly comin to and end soon..... a fullstop2course here.. my colllege life over ....i enjoyed everyhthing i can say.....wait wait...tis aint suppose to be an emo post... instead shall have been a post about my past outing..alright let put in the gears... yup exactly a week before...aftermy first part of exam was overits time to enjoylike always....... went to time square to party.... went wif sagun and shan.... took rapidkl n in kl sentral took monorail... reached the place ard 12..wanted to subscribe Digi campus...but was so disappointed to know that my college is not listed.... damn... took tickets for the movie predator...n had our lunch in mcd..was joined by saiful,shahnita n arshad later for da movie... n i slacked again...as the movie hall supposed to be downstairs...but we waited on the topfloor...the movie was total boring...did not makemuch of sense.... damn.....n asual i slept... aftertat we just lepakedwent to Plaza Low Yatt..changed my headsets n bought empty cd for yuva... we planned to walk n walk... n see ard wen the idea came...why dont v walk to kl tower...hehe..off we shoot... started our journey ard 6pm..we walked wif the help of the navigator from arshad's fon.bukit bintang is so cool..i like the situation there...just like in middle east..every shopoffers shisha...cool...walked n walked ..half way through the journey we realised the navigator lead us to alonger route... hehehe...stopped in a mamak stall for our dinner n offv shoot again after that...hmm while walking saw so many porsche cayenne...hmm once upon a time there were report that oni a few of this kind was available in msia..but just in bukit bintang there is so many..cool...bukit bintang is famous for massage parlour..everwhere can see one.....n people offering massage..... we walked n walked n reached TWIN TOWER instead.. change of destination..reached at 9pm lepakedawhile... emoed a while..off then we went to petaling street to do some shoppinwhich was just wasteful...came back home tired but was happy....one of the best lepak ever............

Red dAY to celebrate...........................(9/7/10)

2010-07-15T19:31:00.015+08:00

its a red day to celebrate...never planned,never tought,never decided, it was all a coincidence. It all started in the morning...wen i was waiting for da bus..saw saiful wearing red.... haha..we laughed each other seeing the chemsitry...wahoooo....but it seems this particular day... everything seem to be RED...yeah not to neglect my blogging duties, my itched n yeah indeed with the support and helpofmy frens.... here we go another post...ain't a normal one but a reddish one..hehe

so let us begin...................

all started with this same colour shirt
really had a difficult time gettin this photo...the rider was in da car...damn if he ever had see me.surely he will think..wat da helllis the fellow doin....while wat i will tink is..dahlah parking kat yellow line..perasaan pulak ferrari merah...mangkuk.....

red alert.......................

red apples.........

checked.........

red holy string.........

red tahu sambal........................

red straw...................

not forgetting red bean.......................

red cup.................

red chili.....

red cherry................

red purse...............

red tomato..............

red shoes...........

red fire alarm bell.......

red basket...........

red money...Rm 10

red comb.....................apelagi kadhal virus one la...

promoting nescafe....red label....

hehehe...colgate..............

parapapapa.......im LOVIN IT.....

red trafficlight..

broom n dustpan

red taxis................

pubic bank....................red bank

in da lift...red digit...........

red fon bag..............

red fire extinguisher............

no entry...............

Last But not least.......................

red labelling B.U.M..the perfect place to put da label..as it truly indicates wat region it is....

hmm...it serioulsy looks weird...uneven surfaces...thanks to thesdave singh for kindly giving this post... last pieceof advice...sumtimes v try for sumting...n really want it.,... sum may say..things that u will get..for sure u will get..things that u wont get for sure u wont get... for me.... damn.....just fuck it......u want it or dun want it its all in ur HANDS........................sumtimes sum things look so true...confidence.. yes it is..but its ain't true... cause thats what u tink in ur heart,not wat the person think in his/her heart......complicated....

spain vs germany

2010-07-08T23:20:00.007+08:00

i will never forget this place..eat ice-creams here... 15 years to come.... must come and emo...

cigarettes ...purple flame...gudang garam n pallmall

saiful n cooghen....after the win

me n saiful....... walkin back home

presenting to u da hotel..........apelagi projectla

do u smell da warning......

resting after a long walk

memorable......gllow in light

sri jati sleepin.........soundly....

pool side view....

sleepin...just like sri jati.............

gate pose................

time to blog again.....yeah recently IN KL the intensity to blog is back...the rootsn vein are so vasoconstricted ...less oxygen...more of adrenaline rush...wahooooooooo early today morning wen to watch spain vs germany..was a worth goin...... germany lost...goood....ilove that..on da way n back from the game managed to get a few random shots.....

end is comin............

2010-07-04T23:09:00.008+08:00

chamwhoring wif my checkers.......

notice board in Sagun's house

offers better football, food n shisha.......n price 2

puchong ard 8.00pm

puchong ard 4.00 am

irina rakhimova my russian lecturer..phewww

kl view fr my college

diffent angleeeeeee view of Kl

exam time table

my lecture hall... wif all my classmates...Jeremy Seems pregnant!

guess how many months could it b???

my lecture hall a..k..a my class room

pathway to my lecture hall

my college bus bearing my name.........

last time makan lunch together during class day

loss in taughts............

Dr.Komagan... so cute as always...

how i wished i had wings.............

emoing...last day...........

goodbye.............

my lecture hall...full of humour and memories

shisha... Fresh Lady flav..wif feathered pipe

its definitely not armageddon..its just end of my college life..life in here has been awesome.. the first dy i came here..felt just like want to ran away,..tinking its so lame...and thought so doin my STPM well was haunting me..but today wen all is over how i wished it was much longer.... loved every single time of it...the jokes, presntation, screw ups ,scolding n super professional teaching....love it ...love all the people here..each and every one... there is reason why i came here.. as i was not supposed to b here wif my results as it has just fulfill the requirement to da course i want... geeting chem eng in UMP n rejecting it may look stupid but i wan to do wat i want... mmy dad has sent me here to study but i believe itsa just like vacation here..i learn really alot n especially meeting many superb people here..haha... no more emoing.... as there is another three week more to spend in KL before i say goodbye once and for all.......LOVE U FIS MARCH

frustrated........ confused.........

2010-06-08T00:20:00.004+08:00

dunno wat to say...just felt like wanna blog.... things are goin unwell.... bored to death....confused...am i indulging myselfin unhealthy stuffs again.... i just cant somethings... even i work hard ...i dun seem to get wat i want......... i dunno whether it is luck or attitude...nogiving up...work harder......pump it..............

life in k.l

2010-05-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

IVAN LAST nite lepak....Ivan,vivas,coogen,me, saiful,arul

same pic..just that harish being the extra one...

dressing room post....coogen, satish n me

annalakshmi in kl..very much better than in jay bee

atmosphere ..really divine......

even panties have deep msg embended on it....

mR.goLD

front view

my first lRT ticket

brickfields

tink about it.......

brickfields

monorail
coogen back post....in Time Square
the clown

it has almost been almost a month living in the capital city...life was hell for da first few days..felt like want to run away..back to jb....but now i have finally settle down ...enjoying every second of my life.... i really thought i have wasted my life coming here....but i truly say i made the rite decision...im enjoying and at the same time im studying n learning to b independant...ample of time spent in the mamak's is definitely a waste of money....but to look at the positive side...im blogging from here now.. did hated the traffic jam here..but im taking it positively now..as at least i can spend the time to get a short nap....playing a lot too... but look how many people know here....so many nice people..better than those fuckeduppeople in form 6 which i encountered..racist..n pure suckers...now look at the confidece i built...once upon a time i dare not talk to gurls..not any more for now i realise i dun need any special gurlfren for time being..enjoying my singleship..till da max..i believe even if u have c crush on anyone..that doesnt mean u will really love them... so basically thats for now....will b blogging soon..... with much more charisma......hehehe.....

relationship.....

2010-04-29T02:25:00.004+08:00

life in capital city has so far been very entertaining...what meant was.its nice experience to b here...learning so many things everyday...but its definitely not peace.....life is hectic...sleeping lifes has taken a new u-turn... recalling my experience wen oncei wen to bed wen the rooster crowed...wakaka..back to main topic..relationship... it may mean so many things.. in this 21 century... its verycommon for anyone to be in a relationship.. and its just so corny if ur single.. its so common everywhere in the world...i have been watching lately many things happening ard me...somepeople are just desperate to be in a realtionship... there may b somany reasons behinde all this....some go for money, status, looks, time past,n rarely its true love... so how many ofthis realtionshipis goin to last till the level of matrimony...... thats a question to be ans.. just take in example..if a gurl looks good n still single..guys will make a beeline to impress her..together...it seems its so difficult to c someone whose single... and even if that particular person is single , she or he may have been in a relationship...sometimes people may say they r not interested in a realtionship, or religion is a factor, colour,height n etc,....thats all pure bullshit... everyone wants to be in a realtionship actually....so basically wats the criteria to be loved or to be in a relationship...???????????????..basically its just bullshit....noting is needed..just need to click to one's need..... damn......

life for the past few months n a few months to come

2010-03-27T11:34:00.003+08:00

work life

buses making beeline..real havoc especially wen u want to go somewhere urgently
cute as always....
a forcefull kiss
hehehehe...............................
proud owner of the red mobile
ana in cashier room.....
randomshot...dunno wat is this ......saw it on the road
hydrogen peroxide....qiqi being the model

u jump i jump
worst than ghost

open your mouth

in I-CITY

drinks

every single time... i blog there shall b a reason .....sumtimes its justthe mind is not rite..sumtimes its all about feeling ..sometimes its nothing at all.... i believe im living in a unfair world.... u want ..i can give a whole lot of examples... look at education itself..many people are working hard n being turned scholarships...while some getting it like nobody buisness... people having curly hair are straightening it ..while those having straight hair are curling it.. people who r married are still cheating on their patners...n definitely promises made here n there never seem been fullfilled.... rather saying it unfair life..i guess i shall qoute it as unsatisfied life.....in matter of few hours time i will b off to a new city ..to a new place ..a new environment... im really not prepared for this but have to face it..im just scared of slcks which can cause a big burden in my life... da wrong way..which i dont want to regret forever in my life..all i can hope on is only on GODS WILL... i can take anymore disappoinmant... da last collection of bacardi is leaving Jay Bee... its goin to b weird living everyday here...its time to let the pics to make the headlines..dated as far as december till march...

comin soon................

2010-03-10T23:24:00.003+08:00

benn not active at all.... in blogging,....wat a disgrace...got to revive my blogging career.... comin back stronger than ever after all da painful serums i had last year.... im fully immune(still prone to new virus).... will blog about few incidents...... with pics...........adios

da aftermath of results...

2010-03-06T14:20:00.002+08:00

yup its over.... da results r out...n what is potraited in da results slip is my ....definitely not a 1 and 1/2 effort.... but my two months effort... i must say i did not achive 4.00...but what i got now is really outstanding... compared to my trials.... to my STPM...there is so much of difference.... really alot...many might say that i have wasted my form 6 life....but for me...i really learnt alot...i learnt what is life..i learnt what is love n what human beings r....i learnt valuable lessons which is goin to keep me strong to face da world to come.... i believe i must have repated this word so many time every time i blog..that is "till today even after my results r out..i still dont know for what i entered form 6.. " but i believe i entered it for good..I must THANK GOD for this valuable oppurtinity... life must not have a fullstop now... as im oni 20 yrs n 2days old...there is much more to face.... i can c da disappointment in my parents face...but..its not the end.... this is da stepping stone... in a nutshell..... i may have not get 4 flat... but im entirely hapi to get what i got... i have no regrets indulging myself in unnecessary stuffs...but its no poin to brag about it now....i miss skool so much... but its no more for me..... workin life is pretty hectic..workin from morning till nite..comin home to lay my head oni...... whatever it takes......i must achive what i want...... form JOHOR BAHRU WITH LOVE>>>cooper

judgement day

2010-02-24T23:43:00.002+08:00

tommorow is da day...which im not waiting for.......having mixed feelings...... so nervous...heart pounding faster n faster like never before.... damn damn scared..... im scared even to blog..watever happen.....im hoping for da best n believe i will get da best....wishing all candidates good luck.... May God's grace be on us....sayo nara

random moments.....

2010-02-12T01:03:00.002+08:00

the intensity to blog has just faded nowdays..there were so many things happening ... but..im feeling so lazy to blog..... n advising my sis like a hardworking bro.... its just a matter of a few days before the word teen is eliminated from my age..... i have da pictures to blog n all but i just keep deleting it as i snap more pics to accomodate da memory... where shall i start.... slacking on a saturday while working ...shot rm 563..n not sleeping da whole nite n getting to know da next day at noon it was wrongly counted... or telling everyone im quitting work n comin back again after a few days.... great... recently i applied for IPTA... i must say the system is utterly worst... i got a glimpse of da koko marks that Mr.Chew posted on his wall in facebook... purely disappointed.... work hard like hell n at da end of da day 7.93?????? wat da fuck is this man... got to say... sum clubs just give the members marks so generously but sum follow stringent rules..... i just cant understand... stars being awarded unnecessarly... but wen i ask for a star...i dun get it... few years back the goverment has put made it important that koko marks take in account for uni application.... but whats in da application form is oni ur marks..no details have to b put in..so its just a pure waste...... it matters not what kind of club u choose but what club that offers generous water like marks..super useless. working really hard for koko is pointless.... exceptional to da experience.... after all academics come first.... it relly sucks....

winds of february

2010-02-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

life is goin normal like always....but wait ..its actually not...... got to bear in mind... one month gone.... next month i will b getting my results...that definitely send chills down my spine n i can feel that my balls r shrinking... workin at parkson is not da same as those days..but da friendliness of da people remain there.... love talkin ....n gossiping...da work is also pretty same just that its boring...operating da same counter again after four months exposure once a upon a time... love talking to customers n giving them info at da same time scanning da hot chicks...hehe...working hours is being cut nowdays..meaning my pay will also face da cut... comin to tink at my age .........im just earnihg a few hundreds bucks n comparing them to other young adults of my age earning million bucks.... like taylor swift or danny welbeck....im never goin to forget in my life goin to work twice on da day i was supposed to b on holiday... .....blur...n here i go ,....blurr king

a week of mixed motion.

2010-01-12T14:30:00.002+08:00

PART 1
After about a week workin...i guess i have picked up...i seem to enjoy my work n have been settling back... kind of ok..... last friday n saturday was my off day.. had a well deserved rest n lepaking.. friday was a bit dull..as i wanted to c a skin specialist ..later on went there to find out da clinic was closed..rushed ot cs to watch sherlock holmes... nice movie..but almost slept in da cineplex....saturday was really good... went out wif pravind..lepaked in cs.. for about 3 hours..did some shopping too...went to jusco later on. ate papa roti..went back to pravinds house had a lovely dinner served with full of love..n went to ulu tiram to sent some stuffs to pravind's uncles's house..before having a terror ride to permas jaya to pick resh.. and off we went to Zon...on da way there...got a few words of sense from resh..yeah wat he says is true.,.... just forget those fucking things in my life... dun have to care about those who dun care..... saturday nite was full of drama.... realised what a person can do if he is drunk.... u just dun know what ur doin..sumtime u do realise but u just cant control... way out of ur hand.on da way back..home...pravind's car jerked...n to our horror the car stopped..guess wat??? v were out of petrol..so had to stop a taxi to go to da petrol station...some urinating experience which should not b shared here..haha... that taxi driver charged some amount that is truly a cut throat..useless idiots forever.... had a great nite..a great blast..thanks to the Bacardi Boys... united forever..

Part 2
yesterday i got my muet results... im so happy about it.. not to brag or show off by putting my results here n there...i just wanted to share a story.. bout what happend a day before my muet reading ,writting n listening exam..this is a true story..i learnt a valuable lesson of life that day... it was a friday... like always after skool.. CS again... i was drinking cool blog that time.. nice .,.nice.. reached home ard 3..striaght away went to bed..slept..got up in da evening... had my bath..n wen to my study room to study for da MUET exam which was tommorow.i was trying to find da book which was my only sole study guide... n to my suprise... the book cant b found anywhere..it was like da whole world was going to end..how da hell am i goin to b prepared if i dunno anything...my skool has terminated all muet classes after da mid year muet exams.. i almost forgot the format n how to start an essay..my heart was beating fast like never before....adrenaline pumped ...to da greatest level... this is my second time takin muet... n now it seems like i will have to retake again..an idea struck my head..why dun i drop by popular n get a glimpse of da essay n format...as there will b so many MUET book to read..but luck was not on my side again.. my dad wanted to go out..so i had to wait for him to comeback... he came back ard 8.30 pm... n i rused to popular..it was like almost 8.45 pm... i rushed in... n started to read da books... i tried to save some bombastical n nice phrases in to my fon.. so i copuld read it back home......i was there like about 20-30 minutes ...suddenly i heard an announcement...that popular is goin to close now..just in a few minutes... that is what i call da biggest setback of da nite... it will b a waste to buy sum thick book n doin notin to it by nite..im not goin to burn da midnite oil eitheir...as i regret doin it once..but i got a glimpse of this one book which was quite cheap about rm 5..which contain all da test which satisfy in MUET EXAM..all da parts..n it too has a complementary cd.. took cab n came home....took blessings from my mum before starting to study..did sum exercise.n did listening before dozing off...
of i wen in da morning to do da exams.. i did well.... just scared bout my reading....n after all da hardship i went through that day.. wen i saw my results yesterday... im so hapi bout it.. i got wat i want..i will like to thank my PARENTS, my FRENS...n PN SELVAMALAR..who has been guiding me all this while... giving me lessons..past year exams papers..n da necessary motivation n clearing my doubts..i owe my sucess to u..n most importantly i must thank GOD... da band 6 draught seem to continue..da last in da records was Desmond Poo.. this year for MUET end year oni 3 from my skool got band 5... i really hope da band 6 draught will b over..all da best collegians...i will like to recall.. wen i was doin my muet mid year..my heart beat fast..i didnt have my mind on da papaer..it was sumwhere else... tat was last time.. n this is now... im back better n stronger.... adios...

a new year.... a new beginning

2010-01-08T00:24:00.002+08:00

its a new year.... i hoped for so many resolutions ..but all i can say is...its backfiring... eating, wasting money n slacking... goinn to work but dun seem to benfit..no overtime....no allowance... burning money like never before.... i assume all my frens will b saving n earning big bucks... while here imn struggling n competing..... it has been almost year .... today..or shall i say ..yeasterday was ur bday... ur 20 now....no more teen in ur age.... time ran so fast... remember wishing u past midnite last year...n this year i wanted to do da same..but..i tink it will b better to stick to my promise..anyway...hapi bday.. God bless..b hapi always... no point for me to be indulging in it... sum times i do have regrets...but wat comples me..... its a lesson of life.. once again i dedicate this post to u...sum may say im stupid....i just dun care.... the truth can never b hidden...at sum point, at sum corner at sum section of my heart is still filled by u.... signing off....

Goodbye Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar(English College)

2009-12-20T21:07:00.021+08:00

most valuable pic of my skool.... what it will b 20 years from now?

a last goodbye kiss to da skool ..I LOVE U MSAB

Yeap n yes...its over...my skool life is over.... 7 fruitful n superb years in ec has just come to n end. Finished my form 6... still wanna recall the time wen i entered E.C in 2003 from St Joseph primary... was a very innocent boy that time.... n now its all different... over those seven years i grew alot..not only in height but maturity too... learn so many things especially bad ones n of course some valuable lesson in life that is goin to b pillar in facing tha world to come.recalling back.....in form one ...i was in 1 Akas..i really dun like that class...followed by form 2Etika... i loved this class da most..this is were i was really made... da spirit ignited... followed by form 3 in bestari n form 4 in dinamik then after streaming to cendekia which i maintained till F5 n lower six back to bestari n off to cendekia in upper six...most 'lepaked' skool life definitely must be lower six n most challenging definitely upper six......it has been almost like two weeks after skool n indeed oni now im blogging??? yeah because i really didnt have da mood n my internet connection sucks... so let me now blog in detail what has been happening all this while ..here we go....

TUITION

i guess i really had great tuiton teachers... but didnt really use it well... played da fool all ard really at the end..gave all i got..i did put in effort... recalling once i got drunk b4 goin tuiton... nice nice..nice... SMC was great.. i paid less attention at da start... i had great teachers...

Mr teh testimonial class.... great chem whiz... he gave superb motivation
and lessons of life...

he rubs the white board ..hahaha

last time getting a glimpse of the attendance sheet...

Before STPM

this is where i sat for my STPM..in 6AB ..hated this class

so dark n uneasy.......... filled wif MUET jinx in additional

slip peperiksaan..registerd 4 subjects...

one day before STPM..(actually 2 days)... balls was shrinking that time...

oni reason i put this pic is not promote it.. or i like it but just because both da director n me have the same name....

last time posing as a skool student wif the uni.. a so called PRE U student

AFTER STPM

this is how it looks sorrounding Ec....Pembangunan ISKANDAR wonder how its goin to look like in a few years

no entry

this is how my STPM timetable look like after the exams..burned it to get some joy

skool canteen..place to munch wif frens untill da day i became a prefect..

after that.. became the keeper of the canteen.. controlling the canteen n never to forget asking students to go back to class eg"cepat makan ..lepas tu balik kelas" sum ding dong just ignores n takes their sweet time..usually have briefing here too..scolding the prefects which 99 % of the times turn into deaf ears.LONG live prefects...
will never forget the times created havoc in this canteen.. which shall remain secret to the F4 members..

noting mcuh bout this place.. used to spent alot of time here buying milo wafers n following Ujun..haiz

takin pic wif E.C's most loved man...Pak Mat..wont forget his vocals

Dewan Sri budiman.. started to learn skool song here n sang it for da last time here too... now its wif air con..bravo thats an improvement

presenting the skool for da last time....

my form 1 class.. 1 AKAS..lower six class was also in this block

skool office... had to go here many times.. this year..wif all that work..haiz

BEING a PREFECT

work really hard for it..n there was times wen i almost being a non contender for da 5 Stars..

i must say being a prefect in my final years in E.C was a great experince..learnt to b a leader n b brave..it too contributed to my pre-hypertension..n my downfall in studies.the experince was great but the people in it was never great..exceptional to a few.. sum just came to get post..n in the end when they failed to do...true colours can b seen..sum for name sake.. n sum wif all excuses..n not to forget sum who love to break skool rules as a prefect....all i can say... REST IN PEACE...my deepest condolance to a prefect ......his name is Danial... a trianee prefect who smokes n sucessfully becomes a prefect..but during my stpm he passed away in a motorbike accident..may lord have mercy on his soul

oficially sold my blazer..may it serve da board again............

can b said my second house..used to study here during trials n mid year as the exams start late... i am sure to miss this place

kapten's room ..rarely used......

my form 2 class for da second term ...2 Etika was shifted from the top floor to down ..nearby da bilik disiplin.. as my class was da noisiest

form 5 class.....5 cendekia

form 2 class for the first term.2 etika

form 3 class.....3 Bestatri

chemistry lab... boring n really never did any experiments seriously.........

bilik sukan... most of the time the doors will b locked n no teacher in it... nw it has tv..great

kavij, me n guppie..the burung corner was did specially for him.... upper six class

standing on my table........looks like the fan is goin to hit my head...

will i b able to get this same marks in STPM?????

its now called LUBANG... very historic.... many things happend here..play bottle caps...practice dance, shuffle, break dance n etc now this place has become K.H lab

tandas cluster....... open toilet... very rare... most of the doors damaged all da time even repaired.... n pressure of water from the pipe is much lower than my urine....

peeing for the last time.........love doing this before during n after exam.....

a new vison n mission ..which has no need to b changed from time to time... good job.. E.C must lead.....

me n kavij........ kavij kumar(25-35-25).

form 4 class.... n kavij as handsome as always... still single

Before................(2007)....F4

now.........2009............(F4)

F4 ...now F2

3 young mens..a pyscologist,an engineer n a biologist.... to b

emoing... far in taughts.... its over baby...skool life rocks

alamak... tis fellows ah..im not begging for moneylah! but my face looks like one

Mr Kavij kumar..currently pursuing his chemical engineering degree in UMP..three time straight Dean's list...the uni became so popular after his footstep touched the uni's ground... he swims n jogs till late evening..n even paints his house....loses some pounds n at da same time gains it back 2.... a very nice guy

the walkway.... full of inspirational words... during exam if u really wan to use some nice words,..u can walk here to get some these words

skool objective.........

pancuran kasih.....the pic proves it all...

yeap...its no more premier..our skool is now kluster

da last walk as a student..... sure goin to miss that

another pic..feel like wanna cry

not him......he had it long ago

aloha towers n teachers car park...

skool bus...stayed in it once during penag trip

i dunno why Gurpreet loves to take this kind of pics..u pervert

muacks

maucks again... motor kacaulah

nice pose boys.............

crying.... Gurpreet consoling me..while kavij is offering a punch

Summary

i m goin to do a summary bout a few topics...of my skool life in f6:

CLUB

im in tamil society... i really liked this club compared to what was my perception wen i was in form 1.... i managed to hold senthamil puthir..wif no experience..it was not a real sucess... but...i enjoyed the experince..i must say that not all club members were up to standard,..being the president..i had to do most of the work...most members have to b pushed or else... noting will b done..a disgrace... was very down sumtimes because of club issues... neglected studies too.... basically the club was ok..i had one of the best n most dissappointing AGM in the history of Tamil society.....all da best....im proud being born as an INDIAN n thats the oni ting i never regretted in my life......

LOVE

was blinded starting from end of last year till tis right before trials........ i must say this contributes to major of of my downfall... having beard, drinking, smoking n loosing focus... n etc..i really regret ..why in the first place i saw her...? its very painful.. sumtimes... sitting in da classroom n noting enters the mind except U...i was never rejected.. nor did it fail... it just didnt prevail..tinking of all the times i spent.. its all just a waste... was very very very down at all times... thansk to my frens... who r so supporting..giving me ideas n comforting me..(u will know if ur reading this)..i was back...its really frustrating to tink u wanted her but she was not meant for u.. it was going smooth but suddenly it came to an abrupt end.. unbelivable...if i had known it earlier..haiz....its better late than never......i regret this.....it really sucks...painful lesson but a valauble one... never trust anyone entirely ....peopel say love is blind..nehh..it actually is not.... n never put it on hold....really can predict wat happens today or 2moro....n never believe sweet talk.. race is definitelty a factor most of the times..i ended this chapter wif a 18 pages long text message...

FRIENDS

frens r so sweet...been there always wen im in difficulty n joy...many new frens...who i could cry on their shoulder..but............got to blurt out the truth here.....this subject has been da most disappointing...got so many frens..but the question is ...out of the so many....how many can i say is true fren... have seen frens from normal guy becomin chick freak ,..not to forget some who just dun understand me... recalling an event where everyone before STPM saying that we were goin to have gahtering,futsal, n clubbing n etc...n at last none of those fucked up things can b done...but wait....very disappointed....i remember we een had some useless plannign for the holiday in CS..pure bullshit... its not new to me... its normal... thats life... but one thing for sure....i love all of u...as long as ur hapi im hapi for u..........

SKOOL

being in da same skool 4 seven years is definitely boring... i really love my skool but not the people in my skool...especially those in form six.. form 6 has lost its identity in E.C ..the ec culture is just lost..people r so weird..n so different... their mentality is totaly different...majority of these form six people r from perling and seta... n majority of them do not love the skool.but do act like one....full of selfishness ,racist n rude..n sum just will come to u wen they need sumting....i dunno wat to say............ but even though they bring name n pride to the skool , they r noting to me... they just suck... v do still have some E.C originals .... who r just minority..wait..wen i say ec originals its not those who come in f3...or those who ran away after f4..its those who were here ever since f1. studying wif a bunch of weirdos is definitely akward..all wif their own ego n all...... but not all of them.... some r really nice... i tink the art stream fared much better than the scince stream....that the truth, my class was ok..but its difinitely less energetic...i taught dinamik had one of the worst class parties.. ever i had seen... but look at my class ...no class party at all..wat a shame..... shall i say its my worst class in my whole carrier in ec.i will always remember wat had happen in form 6 but definitely not the people in f6..final piece of advice ....read between the lines...97% of them suck

TEACHERS

all the teachers have been so great o me...advicing me n igniting back the fire on me...everone of them especially Pn daisy, cik shamala, pn laila, pn oo,pn norafesha..n all ..n some for really demotivating..thanks

LAST BUT NOT AT THE LEAST

many things have taken place for the past seven years... sweet or bitter..it definitely has shaped to who i am today..i enjoyed every moment of it... every painful lesson is a stepping stone to b some one better in life...skool life really rocks.. but till today i seriously dun know why i did f6 but i know its for GOOD..as it was never a choice in my life... if that day i had got a A for chemistry..my whole life will have changed... but i thank God for sending me to form 6..i learn really alot..n have no regrets on it forever... Sayo Nara MAKTAB SULTAN ABU BAKAR(ENGLISH COLLEGE) Sekolah kluster kecemerlangan

im sure goin to miss ya

(p.s. started to blog at 7.30 pm 23/12/2009 n finished at 24/12/2009)

baby ..its over

2009-12-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

stpm is over..over..over n over.... im back after a long period of time ....... its time to blog n clock.... back wif streamyx......

the reign is over........

2009-10-24T21:09:00.003+08:00

da last walk of fame..........

pembentangan laporan mesyuarat

me n boss...

da last kapten pose..........

gosh... its over man...officialy its over...my reign as timbalan kapten maktab sultan abu bakar.... i still remember a year ago on da 23 september 2008..was elected as timbalan kapten.. n its over a year edi... i learnt alot all this while... i loved every single bit of moment of it.... in sum part of my heart i do feel sad..as i loved da job n really worked hard for it..but all good things must come to an end..many shocking news was received today..sum who dun deserve post got it..while sum who really deserve didnt get it at al...what to do...we propose ...n teacher oppose..... there it goes for da last time.... TIMBALAN KAPTEN RAJKUMAR A/L CHELLADURAI>>>..tommorow my reign as pengerusi for tamil society will come to another end..i guess its time to let da rookies to take over while us ...goin after stronger challenges in da stanza of the world to come...

dark cloud lining

2009-10-22T19:37:00.002+08:00

Date:22/10/09
Place: MSAB, form 6 block
time: 7.30 am onwards
people: so called pre-u students
smell: blood smell from excessive bleeding
music: irritation, lame noises

decribing today may not b that important..but many things happen today.. that forced me to face da screen now to blog... rite after i enter class.. had sum blows..of difference opinion.. great.. that made me look stupid ..rite.. as things were goin normal..suddenly prefects ambushed my class... thats corny... as im usuaally there to b wif them ..to do whatelse if not spotchecks.. but..i dun know a single thing that there will b a spotcheck today.. as v r suppose to observe da junior conducting the checks..things were goin on well i guess...many items were confiscated.. .. tis is actually a serious blow to da sixth formers.. as all this while many were breaking school rules by bringing probhited items... so finally many fell into the pit...yeah of course how long can u all keep running... today is da day...things went on sour after da checks... many people blamed me or not tellin them that there was a spotcheck today... my goodness ...how da hell will i know if i dun know its was goin to b held today at da first place... this people are real idiots..u just know to blame me...but just look at urself... tink ... use ur brains... ur breaking school rules n blaming me for da consequnces..thats just ridiculous... wen u do wrong i kept quiet n wen u kena oso i kept quiet... im playing wif the tide... i remain dormant... so u tink did i make mistakes...??? i just dun give a fucking damn wat u all wan to tink.....i did my job n i dun have to worry wat u wan to tink.. there it goes another saga..cing people in form 6... a superb skool infested n dominated by unwanted ones especially in f6.........may LOrd have mercy on ur soul..... sum called me racist, n some call me betrayer not to forget i might be sum peoples enemy now... i just dun care.... thx to da bio teacher for supporting me..n to a few angles who clapped to her response... time will come wen u all will realise... as i was talking to resh.. suddenly sumting happended... my tim.kapten badge fell.. this is sumting unusual....as it has never fallen down ever since da day i wore it..is that a sign of downfall... hahah.. no time to care...change of power is comin soon... i know for myself ..how much i have dedicated to prefects...my studies deteriorated... n pressured... n many sacrifice done..includiong an incident which happen to my mum.. i know deep in myself ..how am i doin my job..i receive praises n criticism ..thats just motivation for me... thats life.... love my life...life rocks...from a zero to a hero n finnaly back to a zero... so its da ups n downs of life...27 days counting... sayo nara,...nandre vanaklam

festival of lights...

2009-10-17T12:18:00.005+08:00

yup....its ang pau....

hampers received this year.......

cookies..............

various tyrpes of murukku

assorted cookies........

chocolate murukku..

History: made accidentley wen all the cookies were packed

together wif it... due to excessive heat nowdays..

cause of global warming.. the chocolate cookies melted

and spread over da murukku....thus chocolate murukku

was made....

flowers.........

pics at random .........

One malaysia.... one banana leaf

majlis khas pengawas.....guy who made history

and finally da narrator.... i rarely take a pic of myself...

me.............

moon light, sunlight, tube light ..etc....hehaheha...not that lite.... its Deepavali... this year its just goin to b some moderate one..provided that its almost here...counting on its 32 days left..average of 8 days per subject..if u ask me am i ready for it...for sure not yet... hahah... i feel life is much better nowdays... no more taughts n no more emoness... but still have disappointment...cool though...many things happend recently wif majlis khas pengawas. got da award for da most popular prefect... n tamil society agm where it was a laughter..cause for da first time in history in a TLLS agm no post was given... will give it during farewell...prefects agm comin soon...in my personal opinion ..no one is outstanding or showing any traits of the future captain.,..gosh ..may lord have mercy on them...recently the One Malaysia concept is being used frequently..but sum dind dongs just dont know wat's the meaning but just love to say it.... shame on u.,,, will blog some time later.... sayo nara adios...n to all Malaysian's HAPPY DEEPAVALI..

time to revive.....

2009-09-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

gosh now i realise.... 9 months i have wasted playing n indulging myself in unimportant things..especially sumting that i shall have not poke myself into..being confident at one side n doing nothig at the other side..i paid da hefty price..i lost for da first time in my life... im still shell shocked...i have lived a life full of selfishness...... neglecting others hope put on me..n paying importance to things which just kept hurting me... day n nite im crying in myself..sumtimes question arises why i entered form six... but i really have to admit being in form 6 rocks to dA top most...exception to the lifestyle in here which is so hectic...being in da same skool for seven years..must b boring... but i love my skool ..to da very much..BUT I JUST HATE DA PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN IT....this is da place where i learnt what is life... ample of times learning new things.this is da place where i spent ample of time besides home... growing from inmature boy to a teenager n almost touching adulthood... love every bit moment of my life especially da first five years..continuing my life in f 6 is a big challenge...despite living in an environment full of racist people... people who r super selfish, people who just lie...peole who just ignore, people who just r desperate...people who just sweet talk..this n that..as the list goes on.... gosh... i really must thank God for making my path here..as i have learnt alot especially in these alst two year..reckoning the world out there is goin to b much more challenging then whats happening now..thats life..its in my hand to mould it n into a perfect shape...so im goin top give all i got..i must prove my worth to da world ..to all those loved ones of mine..who have put in high hopes on me...dun worry people...my eyes are open fianally n ......its a promise... i will never dissappoint u./.....i believe impossible is nothing.... the next few days is goin to b challenging ..its not goint o b easy eitheir... but im not goin to give up eitheir...blood n sweat should b shed...dun care who says what,....i will prove myself .....i will shut those mouths...n to sum people...who missed me in ur life...time will come wen u will realise that u failed to attain sumting precious in life n thats me..... dun worry people..keep praying for me...im back ...its time for revival..renaissance.... back to those firing days..where nothing is go to stop,.... i know what i wannt n no one can stop me from getting wat i want.... if by any chance if eminem comes across my blog..hope he doesnt make my scripts into lyrics for his latest album.. hahah...i dun wanna cry any more n dun wanna lose anymore..... never mine to b hurt now..as i beleive this is da eage to get hurt...every thing that hurts me...is making me much stronger... for da one who failed to get..i just simply remember this....when u miss a bus,..,.definitely another bus will come.... so just got to wait for it.....yeah......time to burn everthing...time to prove.....4.00

a bad day after all........

2009-09-24T17:54:00.003+08:00

da ticket..........

its a normal supertitious belief...that wearing black brings bad luck.... well i dun beleive in this...but mum used to tell me ..black is not lucky... for me... n i shall never wear black shirt...but today ingnoring her advice..i did wear black... today was a thursday n i suppose to have bio tuition at era dinamik.. dad was goin sumwhere urgent ..n he wanted to send me early.. ard 2.30 pm... tuition starts at 4.00 pm....i was there by 2.45pm..wen i reach there...da centre was closed...thats weird... i waited n..... n waited till 4 pm..wen suddenly mr kamlesh came from no where..he was shocked to c me there..he said there was no classes 2day...that was super shocking to me...i know i have to alert m resh as he 2 doesnt know... my fon was not with me eitheir... kept at home..so took a bus which i never took b4..i put in 1.60 n da driver exclaimed..its not goin to town..damn bloody hell..how am i goin to take back da money...luckily another guy entered, i got rm 1 back..unfortunately, rm 0.60 burn..damn..wen to cs..wen i reached there called dad n told him i had no tuiton today..he said he could pick me but how am i goin to b alert wen my fon is not here... damn it..i said to him i will come back myself...then i walked ard changed money by buying cool blog... walked a while,.was looking ard...hmm..things struck my heart ..cing people.. everone wif their companion...but wait..nvmind..not now...sobz..wanted to eat crispy chicken XXL...it was crowded there..so plan canceled...took bus..i put in rm 1.70 but da ticket was rm 1.20,.n its stated in the ticket tis till IPK. depoh......haha who cares///really hoped the ticket inspector does not come.. the bus left..at da bus stop near pelangi..sumting really unexpected happen ... yeah guess wat??? a ticket inspector got in da bus..damn..i was so shocked....my hear pounded...according to the place stated in da ticket..i supppose to have got down way before..wen da inspector came to my place..i just gave da ticket..i was ready ..im prepared for a fight..i paid da correct amount n da driver is da one who slacked..da inspector took da ticket.. he chooped it. checked.....loooked at it closely n gave it back to me...wait..noting happen.,...that guy must b a real mangkuk ...he was not even bothered by da ticket..from this v can conclude... these people are pretty ignorant ..i dont know how he could be hired by da company...a great phew for me..reached home..n as usual kena nag..for this n that... nvmind its normal...... man thats da consequnces of not bringign fon...rather than bad luck from wearing black.............thats written..adios

i tink i wasted some money today for not bringing my fon

bus rm 3.90

cool blog rm 2.40

public phone rm 0.40

bread rm rm1.80

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total rm 8.50

i dont care much of bucks spent..but.... thats a waste....

bored........

2009-09-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

nice warning at da door....

i remember last year ard tis time...i went to an open house...this year he is not here... in egypt... got no invitation too.... so no rumah terbukalah....i dont have da real mood to blog now.... just simply ni... i have made records with longest post n all...so this time its da shortest post ever...

wake me up wen september ends

2009-09-17T20:16:00.005+08:00

at jb laksa house...... superb posers especially burung

laksa cury

say no to alcohol.......johnnie walker

nice nice nice

a bapok pose....... fingernails colured

inai under my name..,...

another look

here v go baby ...bacardi apple..... original

apple taste

its a toss for sucess

outside cabanna,....the zone

pravind, bryant, me

bacardi boys...one missing in action

it has a while since i blogged... things were goin up n down lately....sad moments plus hapi moments.......its all a mix up...firstly during da august holidays...had a hell of fun...was one of da best holidays of my life.... did little study oni..but alot of play..yahoooo...goin to dielah.... trial over ...did extremely bad.... dunno wat to say ...of all my trial i had written b4....i usually get some marks which shows confidence..but not now..im playing 2much... n wasted my life on one ting which is no more for me now...wen i tink bout it..its just full of emoness... nvmind..i belive wat i did wa rite..i confessed finally.... eventhough it was text oni.... i did have da guts... now i realised why people say expect the unexpected..its true..damn true...sweet n sour is part of life..but i thank God its over...eventhough its very late...i guess its better than never rite...still got time.,....sumtimes even its over its still hearbreaking to c sum things...but i got to face it like a man...its normal.....life have to go on..after all its goit to b difficult finding sumone special in this world especially out of da 99.9 % bitches ard.... if its not meant...its never..... today was a bit of an upsetting day...trials over..had briefing ...then enterd class.saw my marks...failed maths 2.... damn i dunnolah wats happening to me....how am i goin to prove myself with sucha a bad attitude,,,n not studying...damn im goin to die wei...but wait... i can do it.... disappointment sorrounds me 2day... im disappointed wif many people... people who show off, people who tink they r great n have high vocabulary proefficiency, n peole who just dun understand n tink what they do is rite n of course people who desperate to get drunk...i guess its juststupid to get drunk... this is based on experience.... i know whats da consequnces n all...sum may just think its sum experience to do this...but wait ..wat if it causes bad effects to u...stop being an idiot... does alcohol solves problem...its just a burn of money...in da form of water...life is life..live to da fullest for da best outcome..sum may say v just try for once..but look... why dun u say lets try death for once... tink ..b practical... dun tell me u will never drink anymore after that single sip u say u wanted to taste on...thats bullshit people...thats one case... sumtimes wen i sit in my class.. i can hear students walking n singing at da saame time... these people r real ding dongs...if u really wanna sing go ahead ..not in skool ..u have many competition such as one in a million, malaysian idol, mentor, akademi fantasia, jb idol, project superstar n etc..why da fuck u must sing aloud....after all u voices sucks da most...super terrible...moreover its really disrespecting da teachers too especially wen they r teaching...if ur so desperate...go to sum karaokae ...i believe they wont mind u all for spoiling da microfon for such a terribel voice.... or if just want to sing in an open place..go on....u just need a handkerchief...laid down on da floor... n start singing..i believe for that terrible platform perfomance... u might get a penny to buy sum sweets.. next case...sum bastard just think they r great..achieving this n that.... i dun give a fucking damn bout all this... ur just stucked up...egoistic n believe ur rite..n love to correct people...wait how long can u go on like this.... i have my patience level man...wen it exceeds the point... i goin to brake ur fucked up face ... ...haiz..i paid da price for carrying u up those days...nvmind... wen it comes to cocuricullar activities..i mean especially in form 6...most of da clubs n uniform bodies just dun do wat they r supposed to do...interact wif one another, learn sumting new n etc..wat they know to do is...just having farewell parties... and from that they give out post...based on farewell parites..come on..

da goverment have implemented that 10 % of entry marks is based on koko marks...but wats happpening...i tink they should change this concept... setting it up as 10% entry marks to uni based on da ability who can organise a farewell party...wat r da uniform body clubs r doin...da same tinglah...indulging themselve wif farewell..where is da ethics u should implement...u all should have marching , n for medical associated bodies..it will b good to have first aid lessons n all...... people need to rejuvenate.... migrants coming far way n acting as though u have been here long ago....sum get angry for small things that happen around in skool ,,,,padahal u all r just selfish inlcined bastards......u dun even love da skool.... i tink thats all for now..i can go on kutuking people.. but being a human i have my weakness too...so before i sign offf....to her...have a great life... all da best.....;... u will know one day....... gudbye...sayo nara adios

complicated.... love......

2009-08-22T17:34:00.002+08:00

its just lame to blog bout the same things in life again n again..but guess wat... the saga continues... i always taught what i c in da movies is just fake...but when i got a first hand experience in it ....then i realised.... yup... i have gone through it 2.... the first time i saw u was last year.... first week of mei ..orientation... yup i agree its not love at first sight...i got to know u much from people..thats when da feelings blossomed... always i just wanted to say things to u...but talkin to u is just a problem.... my balls shrink, n definitely threre's n adrenaline rush...we texted each other...i believe da day i first text u is da day i started to annoy u.... even it may b da most irritating time of ur life,..... i enjoyed every single second n moment of it..i dunno if da feelings blosssomed in u or wat...but it definitely it grew in me... things went way round of wat was expected..... i started defocus in my life... amples of crapping, time wasted, n all.... all was in my mind is u.....after a year i was pretty confident .... things will go n well for u n me... but yup it turn all sour... nowdays u dont seem to layan me like those days u do...emoness feel my life..if u take in account n c each n every post i psoted in my blog...sure in sum part... u will b there..alll da heartbreaking moments, sweet ones n all... fuck.... i just can blurt out tings to u..im just to scared .... yup i paid da price for that...ur off n no more for me now...,.wen i saw that da first time ...i was so broken... man luck never seem to b on my side..sumtimes i tell to myself that its u or no life for me....but i have to b realistic now.... there is life after u....definitely..if tisis gone to..i have to rejuvenate.... yeah man....its GAME OVER... ur wif sumone who will cherish n take good care of u forever,,, while me ..... growing beard,...n on da verge of taking alcohol.... to forget u...but da wounds that have cut deep in my can never b treated......everytime... i stand up straight.... i say to myself i wanna talk to u... but when i c u...i just get scared of... n never do it...im basically a coward in my life...a coward who is just scared to approach u..the chances was taken by people...who i can say almost on da verge of victory...i have started living in da world that i believe u n me r together...but nope ...ur not meant for me... its just over...it will b easy said that i will forget you...but the truth is no...i just cant forget u.... when i was given da exam papers.....i just wanna write ur name on da answer sheeth... cause all i can think is ur name.,.... but beleive me...its nver goin to b easy....yup every single second of my life im tinking bout u...even to this particular second....i do want to tell u how i feeell..... but i just dun have da guts for it...... u will never understand me...but for sure one day u will know bout me...n wat im goin through ...da images , da sacrifice n a pain...its just complicated..... there it goes ..another tragic end of another story..... i just cant understand..... i had so many things in my heart to pour out..... everyday i have been suffering....but i guesss its da love for u which has blinded me....but ..haiz...u will never know anything.... tears dropping internally.... i guess i have to cherish the ones who .love me..than cherishing the ones i love who dun love me in back... gudbye....n LOVE U.forever..... i dedicate this post for u baby...... sayo nara..... n all da best in ur life.... unimaginable life...... sobz.......

Sick

2009-08-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

throat swab n blood test results

nope...not sick of life, sick of love ,sick of people neitheir sick of skool...im sick now... it all started last week friday...after lepaking wif aiman... reached home quite late...by nite..my body was aching....my mom said i goin to get fever...my sis got fever two days ago... i went to sleep early tat morning.. da next day wen i got up.... i felt very heavy..body ached liked hell..i got up n got my self prepared to go for SDJ IU.. i was so weak ..after IU went tuition... nothing seem to enter my head... wen i reached home..i got myself changed n off i went to bed..dad woke me up n brought me to da clinic...da doctor took my temp n it was 38.8..oww goodness... i was afraid it was H1N1... he asked me not to worry n c wat happens next few days... today.. wen i got up...im still having fever...dad was worried n rushed me to da clinic... i was checked for H1N1..throat swab n blood test was taken...after a few minutes i was asked to c da dcotor again wif da results..wen i n my dad enterd da room..da doctor exclaimed..its not a good news..gosh all i could think was im infected..but it seems its not H1N1 but my blood platlets level has gone down significanlty...meanig it might b denggi...damn hell... just last january before da skool term started i was discharged from hospital for denggi..n now after 8 months im classed as denggi suspected...gosh.... 2moro bloood test results will seal it all...hope its for good....

Finally...its time for a post....

2009-08-13T20:26:00.006+08:00

dirty, old, rusty,wordless,..yup it has been a while since i posted sumting in my blog...waited so long for this moment...had so many tings to blog...like events happening,heartbreaking moments,stressed out, n much more..but had to put on hold all this...cause...was waiting for da rite moment..but, wen da moment was rite..its modem problem plak..so finally..da time has come...yahoooooo...this is my 100th post...its a century... it has been a year since i opened this blog..one of my valuable asets in life...a place where im free to wirte,criticise people, pour out, n bla bla..so here it goes.................

H1N 1 ALERT

wearing mask...n .........googles???

H1n1 has caused da country in uproar.... malaysia is one of da countries with da highest rate of cases recorded daily..not forgetting da casualties 38....updated.till da time im blogging now..being in johor where highest cases of H1N1 is being recorded daily.this virus has statred spreading... n has not missed EC... 2 guys in f3 kena ...can b seen a clear situation in skool... teachers n students wearing mask... using sanitizers n some even takin vitamins to boost their immune system..why they are doing all this??? yeah they r doing this to keep themselves from being inflicted wif da disease.. n simply said... scared of death...... so papers n statistics says..about 20-30% of Malaysian will kena......all i can do is pray...

big n small....

hapi 19 bday gurl........

new pet in 6AC...rodents.... name???? i don wish to mention

no pornography..... dogs fucking... better watching this than wat happened in da morning

SENTHAMIZH PUTHIR

final arrangement before da big day.............

for da past one month.... my head was just like cracking... i guess it cracked too... headache everyday...tiring.. but it was such a relieve wen it was over...phew... i was doing so much work..it was like a one man show... running here n there..ample of times goin to da office to c pengetua..... was seriously down everyday... getting scolding..cing unsincere board members... n sum have to b forced to do da job.....had to get sponsors too... all i got was scolding...n ruthless comments saying im a useless leader n all.. i dun care...finally it was over ...had a few problems tat particular day...especially da explore race... two winner were declared at two different place...had to manage it.... sumtimes i do regret... making sum decisions ..i had to take risk n all.. but finally... erhemm'...people just cant understand ... attendance was pretty poor... about 100 i guess...was expecting 500.....laughter man......and after all was over...... yup a cup of teh tarik to put da finishing touches to it..... every sip brings a meaning... tats true ,its damn damn true....

national drink.... love every drop of it......

INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY(IU DAY)

a week after my event...it was time for my best buds event...... IUDAY... at spastic hall... i entered...err....heheh..censored....hahah...pravind was in jb 2... tat particular day had to rush there... had to sent mum to pelangi .... event was pretty good...but da food was very bad..it was resh's day(da sole reason why i went)..v cheered him throughout his speech..later on sumone missed for sumtime came..it was no ohter than Pyan.... love that guy...watched da performance and all..had sum quality time chatting wif pravind... dinesh didnt talk well tat day... dunno why..... i got award for da best dressed male...hahah generally because of my buckle.SUPERMAN.. it was my first n last IU day as a student... great job resh...

vemal,pravind,me n pyan

LOVE LIFE......

yeah... that wat has been bothering most for da past few weeks..i taught of giving it a break... after so many slacking..wanted to start afresh..but.... i guess its almost over..just like standing on a cliff wif one foot...many thigs happen in JUly...so many hertbreaking moments... things seen causing me emo... just imagine da gurl who u taught is ur life, da gurl who u taught will b there for u forever, da gurl who symbolise hapiness, da gurl u loved..is just no more for u... just can imagine tat...cause all i could tink is shes mine... but things not goin smooth as expected... hearing rumuors n all... saying..this n that..i dun believe anybody except u... but..u seem to show interest there too...i was relly down ... never that down in my 19 years of life... just cant do any work.. to make things worst ..manny things happend few days before senthamil puthir...especially wat happend wednesday... studies deteriorating... kept tinking..every single second of my life..im tinking of u..even now 9.85 pm 13/8/09..i dunno u no or not...but.... dunno wat to say... ur taughts deeply embended in my heart..sumtimes da question ...how i wished i was earlier...keeps playing..whatever it takes...hope u b hapi always..n to that guy...hope he keeps u well.....but whatever happens..u taughts n feeling will never b erased from my memory..every second i spent wif u ....migh have been irritating for u...but for me...every single moments is so memorable... many people ask whose tat gurl who caught ur eye... nevermind let it remain secret... i dunno u know what i m feeling r not...i dun wish to tell anyone this matter...as no one could help me..all of them buzy wif their love life...oni two souls understand me...no other than da twins......im still schocked.....i just cant bleieve it..i was going well rite..how come all of a sudden...things change so quickly..so down...tears dripping...i will never forget da adrenaline rush i had everytime i saw... n not to forget da first time v went out..all da slacking i did...n... is it game over..... some say its over, some say it has just started..n if u ask me...i say its complicated..i just relly dunno wats going on... im basically a coward....in this matter... whatever it takes...its goin to b over soon ... trial less than 3 week .. n im not even prepared...another screw up i guess..STPM 3 months time..dunno wat am i doin... there r many things i wanted to blog out..but dun seem to come out now..so thats all for now.... not to forget a band 3 for MUET..relly sick that time... LOVE SiCK....and a vodak last wednesday,..,all da best....

whats happening????????????

2009-07-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

past few days have been really hectic...having prefects orientation for lower six n f4... dunnnolah ..this people r here for one reason oni..its just for da sake of name n power.that goes through..for this past few days..i have been really hot tempered.... scolding junior n my fellow board members...things are not going well 2...senthamil puthir preparation goin freakin slow...amid its just few days away...fuck shit...yesterday was wednesday... so with this new botak hairstyle..n small janggut i step in skool compound wif BSMM shirt.. pretty boring day... during recess there was this guy who wanted to fight wif dorai.. luckily managed to stop...haiz... had mpm..afta mpm went up... i could c da chinese community in f6 gahtering in classes... must b some so called meeting...gurpreet forced me into da BSMM meeting.. waited n finally da meeting started..like always...these people..so uncivilised.. talkin in mandrin... fucklah..im an induren here...cant u c...yeah they did sent sumone to translate..come on lah... this has been goin on for years...eversince i was in form 4..not oni here...but even in district level..got to recall....thfew years back..this is the time wen i n kavij established ANTI RACISM LAGUE>>inside a camp near blok dekat astaka yang sekarang sudah takde.i wonder..wheteher im stranded in china or wat... english is da universal language ..then why use mandrin when sum non-chinese r here...woi..if cannot speak .. then go to foon yew skool lah..this is English College man... sedih sial...errrkkkk.....was pissed ..so just lashed out n went tepian tebrau wif alaga...ate there..before heading back to skool to attend orientasi sebelah petang..on da way singgah kat jeti...got geng fight...its indians vs malays... sad man...wen is all this goin to end... will concept of one malaysia suceed if this keeps goin on...racism everywhere...fuck ...fuck...fuck... 2day a thursday... so packed..after recess Pn.oo entered... she was emo..scolded my classmartes...i oso kena..after that i emo plak... damn things kept bothering my mind..lashed out of class... had small briefing wif f1 n f2 prefects,,,,sure make those guys hapi...felt better..waited for resh ..n ujun to go makan..but they were late.. so drove to bindus..didnt eat..just sipped tea..each sip brough in various taughts... life is tough..stpm comin soon..not serious....damn...... sayo nara adios...

its time for a break.....

2009-06-29T21:14:00.004+08:00

peaceful taman......majidee park

mom's favourite plant..african fern..

flowers every 50 years once...still waiting

its goin to rain soon.............

thats really a huge tosai....its called paper tosai...

mee goreng MUTTON

mee hon goreng vegetarian

roti tisu

restoran vaanavil..buka 24 jam...

today n yesterday was full of emotions.... despair, heartburn, sick, hurting, n much more...fianally got da solution...all i need is just a break...n start back better than ever..for sure..stand up like a man n fight for what i want..thats true.. but now its just a break ,............. so than rather snapping pics of events n people..n etc..its time for sum pics of my own taman ...n not to forget da food.... all right people...im back , better n stronger than ever... i will win this time...confidences soaring high.....there's no defeat..i know what i want n no one can stop me from gettin it....IM BACK... this is my 98th post... dunno wen i will b loggin after this...so ...its time for a BREAK NOW..c ya soon

canteeeeeeen dayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-27T20:29:00.007+08:00

nice..nice...henna

perfect parking by a rider who loves this phrase

"its not bout the ride but its bout the rider"

first pinch some....

next feed each other......best chappati i ever had...

fed by a lovable person

mari beli DVD by bryan....... dorai look on....

while thiva's hair catches da camera again

a caterpillar...secret of sucesss for da tasty curry...wakkaka

kiddin oni

got up at 6.00 am.Its a saturday..n its a school day as v have to ganti 4 hari raya..its goin 2 b a galore in E.C.. its canteen day in conjunction wif Hari Koperasi. Went ronda wif alex in da morning. then headed to my stall..got in some tables ...had to run to f6 block..to get in tables.what a phew of sweat..on da way to my stall i found sumtin that look familiar to me...it looked brown ...n was a bit ugly..wait......... of course its not shit...its science club tickets.. two movie tickets for da movie nite at the museum... some poor chap must have lost it.. after that headed to dinamik for chem.. torrid time there.. gave da tickets i found to eeling..after chem took my stuffs n headed to my stall. the heat of canteen day was picking up...shouted all i could..this n that..peak of my voice promoting my food..tamil society sold.. vadai, chapati, choc milk, papadam(no one bought just that ujun n gurpreet curi n makan for da papadams)....had games too like carom n darts 2..not to forget mahendi corner..doin hennna.. wakaka.. today had explore race 2..hasib was talkin big as usual... wen da race started, v gave all v got...goin checkpoint by checkpoint..i even slipped a few time..injured my hands..but da spirit kept igniting.. finally reached da final checkpoint first..but its always setback in the end..v did not get enough clue.have to blame da fasi as they werent efficient n there was so much trouble. like always hasib lost again...so da old proverb goes on da empty vessel makes the most noise... fianally v had to settle for second place.... was given prize by karthik at dewan.. took a photo too.by da time v came back the sales was superb hot..vadai was sellin like hot cakes.... superb.henna superb 2..da st.john were back 2 from their trip.. walked here n there, sold this n that, met people.. heart lup dup deeper.....shouting to da top of da voice..n competiton form stalls ard., sharing n feeding, n much more unexplainable stuffs relates me da best canteen day in EC....da last one as a student...headed to tuiton ard 2.30pm.reached late..after tuition went to leasuire mall 2 watch transformer..but was detested by dad..so had makan at MCD b4 heading home.. a superb day of my life which will never b forgotten.. days are numbered.. STPm comin,142 days.school life's comin to an end 2..so what i can say more or less... lets enjoy all v could... love u gurl much more than anything..no matter u dunt want to c me or talk...my love for u never fades.. last but not at da least..thanks tlls society members(expect a few....) who were there helping n sweating for da club..love all of u... not to forget da ones who made da whole event much perfect till da pick of perfectionist...resh,shan, ..eugene.kathikzzzz.n many more hidding behinde da scenes... thank u so much..not to forget...da king of por passed way,,,,may michael jackson R.I.P...love ya 2cheeriomate

every drop of blood counts..............

2009-06-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

today was someday i describe as down , down ,n down... reached skool on time.. went for da usual ronda wif alex...captain wont b here till tuesday.. had briefing.. lashed out everything that was in my mind.. not to forget da F-letter word..intorduced a new system called PREFECTS EVALUATION SYSTEM(P.S.E) just like da KPI..on ministers... entered class late.. it was maths 2 ..wat else can i say... gonelah..i dunt understand anyting already.. followed by bio..tried concentrating.. but just cant.. then came a a bsmm n st.john member ..inviting us to donate blood...met resh n had a few words wif him before entering da dewan..st john members n bsmm members were everywhere..very dedicated to their job....after da blood n pressure check...was given da green light to donate blood..waited anxiously...finally my turn to donate..donated 450??? definitely can b litters....saw a few things which kept me even down..haizdunno man im confused...fuck offlah... was still buzy wif stuffs eventhough was donating blood..after da hospital attendant removed da needle ..i rushed to get up..but was asked to sit n relax for 5 min..wan qing helped me ...n put on a plaster...thank u gurl... then rushed to bilik pengawas.. took da interview book..settled da stuff..rushed to form 6 block ..met resh there wen i realised that my hand was bleeding... the blood was flowing non-stop.. resh rushed me to da dewan..its was time for help...nehh.. pn selva malar was there to assist...while da St.john n bsmm members just look on or shall i say buat bodoh...... wat a disheartening thing..its pointless keeping stars or crown ...or even stripes...wen u dunt know how to treat people..or b alert of whats happening....i though they were so called MBBS degrees holders..form the way they reacted to few incidents lately..shame on u..all donors was suppose to b given food..after donating blood..but da ding dong who was incharge of distributing food..was buzy wif sumtin...that guy must b da worst mangkuk jamban i had ever seen in my life....sobz... could not concentrate in class eitheir... ponteng maths. 1. after skool met pengetua minta kebenaran for senthamil puthir.must say that one of da ladies in da office was damn kurang ajar..... had club meeting b4 buzzing off to tuiton... dad kena saman today ...just for da sake of wanting to fetch me from tuiton... H1N1 has attacked jb...convent n SDJ kena already..so when is EC.? that will mean holidays..... hahah.. not performing well 2 nowdays.. sad.. heart's not rite.. whylah? dun seem to get education as well MPWF..sad n sayo nara...........

aftermath of the holidays

2009-06-19T22:06:00.003+08:00

monday was da day i was lookin foward..its a new term of skooling...planned n decided many improvements in myselff n all...n guess wat...its a slack after all.... first slack.... got up late ..da particular morning.. reached skool..had perhimpunan..... n my blazer is not here yet...sum ding dong borrowed it but havent return it to me... finally one guy came.... its no other than ungku salleh's son..gave my blazer..i was lazy to wear ...look very fat in blazer summore.. so left it in bilik pengawas... kena sound from pengetua for that.. normah too didnt miss da action.. slacked in perhimpunan too..wat a humilating morning.. heard a gurl fainted durin assembly... hehe no worries got St.john to handle...professionals.. who consider themselves doctors...haiz.. but still i tink da best to wake sum1 when they faint is just a simple sprinkle of water on da face..a traditional indian method most of da time seen in movies.. day was not goood after all.. tuesday.. was ok...i heard there was a problem in Dinamik... cause of U.A.. haiz bila lah nak insaf..the week was bad after all.. but got sum input i must say.. but studies wise,,, it was time for mid year exam results... got 1 B- 2c+ n 1D+..pointer 2.1 sumtin..n im targetting a 4 flat for stpm.... failed maths...comin to think that i slept wen maths 2..yalah..didnt sleep da whole nite..watcin man u champions league final.. kalah seh...sobz...hmmm..not impossible but a da same time not easy ..... it ran so fast.. 149 days left for stpm..not even prepared at all..or better said never did any preparation...next week goin to b buzy after all... startin from monday ..lagi teruk..got orientasi, kantin day, interview n all...... 2day was in cs ..lepak all da way alone...nice 2..lonely world..deep thought entering mind n all..a remarkable bad week.. hope for a better one ...pray for me...

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2009-06-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

MENUJU ASPIRASI 4 FLAT..................

CGPA:4.00

4A

Seminar STPM kebangsaan SMC (UM)

2009-06-11T16:31:00.010+08:00

Event: Seminar STPM Kebangsaan anjuran SMC
Date: 5,6,7/6/09
Place: Universiti Malaya( Fakulti Sains, Sastera, Akademi Pengajian Melayu)

Day 1(5/6/09)
Yes...yes ..yes..its another seminar..this time ard..its in UM.... so it was an early morning for me. Got up around 4.45 am..could not sleep well da whole nite..very excited bout da day.. after washing up..dresssed up n off i went to SRK(T) Yayha Awal..its da pick up point..was said that we were supposed to b there punctual at 6a.m. as da bus will leave sharp at that time..wen i reaced..yeah..i hate to say this but its indian timing.. the bus was not even there.. da bus came ard 6.15 am..but v still cant depart.. as one of our students met in an accident ..its Vivyah.. so had to wait for her..she suffered minor injuries oni.. so ard 7.30 am v left. picked a few other student s a t skudai n off v went.. to Kl.. alaga broke a secret to me..it was a horror to me..a great shock.... slept a bit in da bus.. reaced UM ard...1.30.. was given instruction by da Fasilitator.. we were placed at Kolej 3 checked in our dorm..man..da facilities here is way far bad compared to what i got in UTM..cant complain much as this is da oldest uni in Malaysia.. so rested a while before going for lunch..Had our first seminar at Akademi Pengajian Melayu..Bilik Kuliah..(forgot)..cool... got to cuci mata abit..first seminar was Bout P.A. .cool i must say da teacher.. v had to walk to da various different dewan kuliah for different seminar..this is to give an account of uni students life.. after tea had to go for bio semianr at Fakulti Sastera..an antique building i must say..as da tables b chairs were still made of wood..very hot too..had two hours of bio before having dinner..then continued wif bio..it was boring.. met a senior named Agilan.he was doin bio-medicine.. in USM.. ver nice guy.his name is Agilan.after bio ended headed to KoleJ 3..was given drinks..before v headed to our room to sleep.

Universiti Malaya... could not get da best pic.. so this what i can get...

Kolej 3...where v stayed

the dormitories

getting a short nap b4 heading for seminar...while

down there Senthil takes a deep breath

No malay,no chinese,no indian....Just One Malaysia

Day 2(6/6/09)

Got up early in da morning ard 5.30 am..cleaned up... i set da theme for myself..black n white..i dressed up in that theme..even my socks..had breakfast..then walked to fakulti Sastera again. had Maths for two hours..pretty good.. then had a light refreshment.. then had another two hours of maths before lunch.. after lunch a few undergraduate studnts came in n shared some of their experience .. followed by Prof.Dato. DR. Thambirajah inspirational speech .had tea break before chemistry seminar..very good to.. had dinner before continuation of another two hours of chemistry..seminar ended ard 10pm..we walked to our kolej kediaman.. today v were not asked to go to sleep instead was asked to go to Dewan makan.,. Dato S.K devamany was there.. he gave a beautiful speech.it was malam kebudayaan..had alot of food..i walloped alot of ice cream..mayb 10 cups..haha.. fantastic nite.. later on went to sleep.. but could not do so..something's wrong wif alaga.. after a while its all great for alaga..today is da day he will never forget in his life..its... da day he found his ****....congrats bapok...hahaha..slept ard 3am..

UM's rubbish bin

malam kebudayaan...guess who's that tall guy?

everyone enjoying

Day 3(7/6/09)

last day ..got up a t 6.45am..latest compared to all the other students..cool..i was da last one to wash up.. had breakfast...i must say here that..i ate like hell all this three days,..double or triple the amount i used to eat...fatlah me..walked to Fakulti Sains.. Had seminar for PA2.... great teacher... but i was so sleepy..yalah slept oni for a few hours last nite..suddenly my fon beeped..it was karthik.. the msg stated his latest quote LIFE IS A FUCKIN JOKE...BUT U R THE FUCK 1..as he asked me to put this in myblog.. here u go man u wish accomplished..before heading for recess..from each SMC centre nationwide, two students were called ..my name was called as well..i though they need some help..to carry food or wat..but no..it was.... i was awarded top student award for UP 2.. great how on earth did i do that...wen i barely anwered two Q for maths...thats what i call GOD"S GREAT... had ligh refreshment where i took it as an advance lunch...after that..had some motivational speech n was given da best student award..out of 20 students...oni 2 were boys n one of them was me. hehe.. was wished good luck by all of them..took photos n headed back to kolej 3 where had lunch..n cleaned room before logging off... great stay..took bus n da journey back home started... chatted n sl;ept all da way...stopped a t pagoh a while where we camwhored a while..reached jb at 7.30pm..great stay.,..

great seminar.....have 2 admit im wasting my holidays playing n all...4 months left..not prepared at all...but lets forget that...one ting that plays in my mind now is 4 flat....MENUJU ASPIRASI 4 Flat which was chanted in UM keeps playing n has been buried deep down my heart... yeah next time i come UM ..its definitely with a file ... n with an application form...thats not very long .............but thats next year.... c u soon UM

seminar pengajian AM

our room before v left

overgrown children

sori forgot to capture in night mode

babylona

apelagi....da most loving guy..satish n me

im da next bond..yugan on my left n baps on my right

alaga n satish

up n down

never been in a playground b4 i guess

talk no evil, hear no evil, see no evil

its all a waste if there is no lame posers

EXTRA
8/6/09

was goin to melaka..while on da way saw this accident which i capture

wow......... kereta terbalik..........

apelagi....lepaklah(3/6/09)

2009-06-05T00:10:00.011+08:00

algets n choco.......baju sama putih rambut sama hitam tapi hati lain-lain

tis photo is worth a million.... guy who rarely shaves his moustache
satish

hahaha..... all lookin at me... eddie murphy...

hey kavij call..... SAPU now

handsome, more handsome...damn handsome

the item is now on sale......

this is my merc oni belongs to me..... n oni me

suppose cant snap da pics..its probhited..but managed to catch a few

tat one in yellow is no doll but a liquor bottle

collection of alcohols

he drank..... he drank........finally u proved ur 19 ...small giant

save water drink beer..thats da can....

Dolce.....favouritin club

shall i open?

nehh not now.,......

shall i open....???? want or dun want

nolah no need to openlah....wait i know how to open r not?

open onilah...haiz,..cant wait already

sweet smile that never fades.. both of them..great prospect for DARLIE

the game..sharavan.. i wanna pee he says

5 agile guys....2 in relationship..3 still single

its complicated...............

camwhoring.............................

no need to go rome for spa lah..eden oso got...

stulang scenary from eden poolside

what a beauty look carefully where da hand touches..zoom if u can

again..another view...look carefully where da hand touches

yes.yes, n yes... v lepak once again..as usual no studying just lepaking..hmm ..sharp at 12pm a white kancil honked infront of my house..it was no other than the brothers...pravind n resh.. so i got out gave some glamourous wave ..while da laughed like mad dudes...it seems that laughter got to do wif my moustache.. sobzz.. i will shave soon dudes.. while leaving my taman got a glimpse of goh heng tiak face...a sign board wif his face infront of his house stating ''BEWARE OF DOGS' haha.. first headed to Pan GLobe..parked da kancil there..met CHOCo..he is sure very thin n tall.. fianally..but one ting..da small boy look on his face doesnt seem to disappear.. then v headed to food court..where v chat, laughed n had hell of fun..been missing all this for sumtime..thats the time came in this guy who i seem to recognise..it was ALAGA,..with a disappointed face he came... hahaha..finally man its GOTCHA...im da HUNNY..heheh..poor fellow... v bought tickets for da movi v much anticipated to watch... TERMINATOR SALVATION.. must say here that da staff who v purchased our ticket was quite arrogant... haiyo baru trainee dah nak buat muka cibai...bitch..... v rushed to fisrst floor to get some bread form seasons.. before heading for da movi.. reached a bit late.. movi started already.. made all sorts of noises like hooligans.. love that.. we sat in rows of 4 ..so two rows.. while da movi was on.. rubin gave comments n elaborated bout da movi....wat a spoiler he is.... afta movi had some huffing n puffing.. went to take at Pan Globe.....v waited outside..while pravind took da car..he drove towards us n v rushed into da car n ran away without paying ..its just bare rm 1.50..but da fun we got was awesome.....went to leasuire mall to catch angles n demons..wat a waste .its scheduled aty 9.10pm so batal lah plan .......went for bowling instead.. after that heaed to E&Y for dinner..nasi campur n telur mata lembu.. cheap n economic..wakaka.. saw eugene there..poor fellow...for da sake of wanting to c us..he missed his ride back home.. afta eating...v headed to stulang... went n inspected liquor... wow.. cuntetlah'...da price also cuntetlah.. hahah finnaly i bought a can of beer..Heineken...first time in life... im buying beer.. it cost bout rm 4.20.. great..so v walked around near da clubs n all..as u know that stulang is famous for da clubs... i drank beer for da first time..must say it was good.v shared.. da can of beer... five of us...me,shravan,kavij,pravind n resh. wow wat a kick.. then v headed to da pool side..of Eden Garden Hotel.. a great scenary of da whole stulang...superb.. saw sum of hot chicks too nearby da clubs..it was still early... so not many lah.. before leaving pravind bought some satay ..so munched on n headed to town..where v visited..a place.. no much elaboration ...oni rating 2/10..hahah..kavij initially refused to come but in there he was da most excited one..n wanted more...haiyo haiyo..abang kavij..so thats da last destination..sent shravan n kavij to bus stop..later on pravind sent me back home,..another great day of my life..love it love frens...love life... goin to UM today..got to get up early..4.30 am n im still blogging now at 12.30 am...ahaha..many things are yet to come in this second week of mid term holidays.. things which can bring happiness., sorrow, n much more...fate will b knows soon..all da effort being put.all da sacrifice being put... lets c da outcome ...here i come UM.. cheerio

a safe friday 2 celebrate

2009-06-01T20:59:00.004+08:00

sex(gender) does not matter when it comes to love......look at da star on da
face.............
thats a punk stuff...passionately in love.....A&R

4 sama 1 ganjil....showing of our bowling shoes before squaring off

da players....gajah, burung, kucing n baps

how to hit all da pins?????

exams r over....... exams r over...yahooo... exams are over...but wait till da results comes out... who cares...got two weeks to enjoy before die...hahaha..ok last week friday afta skool went out 4 lunch.. not wif my normal buddies... nvmind.. lets just keep it a secret... what i know is i slacked alot...FAST FORWARD>>>>>.. reached cs around 2pm..lepak for a while..b4 heading to JPJ's house.. got alot of revision books from him..had tea n all... wow..thanks 4 ur hospitality THE PETER JAMES'..hehe.. thx.. then headed to leasure mall ..wanted to play bowling but i did not have a shirt...so my frens bought me a shirt... which cost Rm2.99..hahah thanks buddies..played ..mange to hit da pins.. once i got a perfect score but in da comp it registered oni 9 pins..sobz. so da results

1.Baps(alaga)

2.Tikus(me)

3.Burung(gurpreet)

4.Kuching(resh)

5Gajah(kavij)

kavij started strongly... but ended up weakly..alaga from zero to hero... while gurpreet n resh showed positively skewed results.. sent all of them back to town before sending back resh.. home... lost control a few times... mind not feeling rite..feeeling like slcaked da whole day..nyway got to thank my frens for da inaudible advice n the love they nourished towards me...thank u people..

life sucks..love fucks

2009-05-19T17:31:00.002+08:00

dont bother after all the title...its just a quote which i have created....n to da faint hearted...its definitely not my principle of my life .... its true oni sumtimes.. mid year..day after tommorow.. single shit preparation.. as usual... not much ..what planned did not work.. sobz.. today.. a day just like any other normal day..boring..n sucked.. summarised ---- feeling like rubbish.. needed oni on times of needy or else.. dun care.. packed class.. nothing entering head..lolipop being passed through a middle filament..hmm... yeah.. sobz..irritating people.. keeping things in mind talking whats in mind..cowards..despair people...who dun know whats happening to their life...over reacting people..walked off...... missed class.. non stop repeating stuffs by that relaxed man..back to class.. climb stairs..tie shoe lace.. proclaimed 'sudah handsome'... kept climbing. a gurl n guy wif bookkkayyy..talking...dah agak... sit in class.. walks two people who have da ability to carry child in future... n goes back in a while wif one getting sumting passed indirectly... hahaha... laughter hmmm..abang DKK.... n tats all...b hapi end of the day,...fought all that could...have given all da best..but sucess is not guranteed...confidence......tats all.........bye

its a saturday

2009-05-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

The worst days of my life seem to continue... its just tat i want it to keep going..i been doin all da stuffs tat a f6 student shall not b doin for da past few days....alright..2day i had sum pleasant day.. woke up early lah as mum's at home... my plan 2day was to go CS..lepak... but its not going to be easy as mum's at home..sum how around 10.45am manage to cabut... dad sent me to CS.. reach there oni straight away went to cinema... took ticket 4 X-man..must saylah...great movi... after that headed to bank wen resh called... after banking money.. masuk cs balik.. lepak for a while ..suddenly out of n o where met a guy who wore specs like a bapok..its no other than Alaga..ajak him balik in resh car.. masuk tuition lambat..so kena lecture from da staffs there.. after tuition headed to pelangi.. lepak for while before heading home... reach home oni kena lecture from mum..so without thinking twice.. went out to take a brisk walk.. as i was walking past da foon yew skool..saw alot of people there.. decorations n all.. as it was wesak day,.. at da same time i saw this guy.. Kok yuan.. a 6AD guy clad in his St.John uni.. saw his car too.. laughed to myself.. continued walking b4 heading home.... i had sum day 2day.. but to b honest did many bad stuffs for the past few days..like lying to parents..and after so long i Smoked today.. harga dah naik .... sebatang sekarang dah Rm0.70.. n many more which i cant think of.. many sorrows in my heart u c... im glad to at da same time.. bcause.. da remaining three HINDRAF leaders detained under ISA have been released.. great.. da motive of this release.. is still unclear ..whether it is politically motivated or not..nobody seem to know.. its good as long they are out... LONG LIVE HINDRAF....last but not least... this quote which was expressed once upon a time..kept appearing in my mind..... again so apelagi...pour out againlah......

semasa kecil minum milo ais kaw
apabila besar minum teh c kurang manis

so...it seem nonsensical...but believe it or not...just tink bout it... u will definitely realise sumting....

life....goes on...

2009-04-30T04:56:00.005+08:00

Man U just defeated arsenal in champions league semi-final first leg at old trafford...bravo...im blogging right away after da match... dun feel like sleeping.... btw..i slept oni for 1 1/2 hour..dun know why cant sleep da whole night...insomnia...? definitely not..haha....today was supposed to be a super great day in my life...was happy bout this da whole day...excited..waited anxiously... but in the end..yeah just like any other days of my life..da whole thing turn around... luck dun seem to b on myside..it changed... da whole planned is cancelled... great... nvmind..i belive all this is for good...sobz...lately not been studying... im just continuing to screw my life.... great
sayo nara.............

A boring day out in SSI

2009-04-25T21:07:00.007+08:00

its was another day outing...but this time its an educational outing...all form six students were forced to go for some career talk in SSi..(many didnt turn up, some came then left after eating)... it was dead boring there... i ate to pass my time... food was good...compared to EC..ssi was no way better...i always wanted to go to that skool once upon a time..but thank God i did not..or else..i will b sum lame nerd guy today killing myself into book oni...hahah.. so lets make the picture do the talking...

resting ....wif gurpreet with his trademark lame poses

what a threesome scandal

a hero, a nigger and a bird

this is what i call crowd of F6.....

u want to lick da toilet bowl or my shoes...... ?????

three.... guys.....but no gurls...still available

washroom poser

sambil naik tangga sambil baca kata hikmah

got to speak english here or else ur in deep trouble....

thats what i call brave... da sole EC students to ask question...

symbol....guess whose hands are they

vandalisme dalam bas....biasalah itu

gudbye.... a view from da bus.....three guys going back home

after a long tiring day

and finally da narrator.............

thinking of what or who?????

yeah thats me people....say peace....

Orientasi and minggu suai kenal pengawas

2009-04-25T20:47:00.004+08:00

all left..... a senior scandal...a junior inspecting food, n bla..bla

my board members...seniors

my UP...hahahah

juniors......

market pumping oil.....

tats me.... i will end working for real like this one day if i continue not to study... n b lazy

got to say this was a pretty lame orientasi...not much of effects to da juniors.. compared to what v seniors had to go through ..phewww.... great work by da UPs(sarcasticaly)... kheesha came 2 skool on this particular day....wow..

redox reaction.....

2009-04-21T22:45:00.009+08:00

lately nothin much.... life is just like always..MUEt is coming..im freakin out... tat day Pn rozana told me that she expects Jpj n Ching to get band 6...bravo friends... yesterday i got this motivation cert from some one...important... thanks lady..thats a real motivation..my next post will b on da orientation for prefects n my trip to SSi ..yeah.. my phone line was inactive...that was weird...after a while then only i realised..that dad changed my line to postpaid...without my knowledge.. great suprise.. seems i going to miss those days where i had to get to the shop to top up ..n the most important of all..use my pocket money to top up...those days are over..my dad will pay my bills...now on....(actually most of the time to top up.. he pays..)

17/04/09

2009-04-17T19:38:00.004+08:00

time flies.... thats all i got to say...its already four months over pravind's birthday.. pretty fast...felt like MUET registration was yesterday... but the test is coming next week.. hoping for the best...today i had pretty a bad day.... morning was like normal with the normal lame ronda's and coming across. the same people...who i dont wish to see in da morning as this will only stimulate me to think about this particular person.. for da whole day...imagining things that will never ever happen.. lolness... alright next...headed to class.. morning nowdays.. is definitely so dead boring with the absence of JPJ...there was some farewell. for Aik Hoe(mayee)..he is leaving too... lame things happening here and there...secret recipe cakes to lead any events with cash flouring here and there.. more lameness.. had my sketch practice for the moral lesson...had no right mood to act..first time.. im like this... followed by bio... where PN.Aza gave back the test papers...i seriously wanted to FAIL Biology..... but unfortunately i passed..thanks to theses people who taught me Bio da morning just right before the papers started...thanks to Shoo Hue Li, Dorai Raaj,and PriyaTharshini..thanks..if its not for you all i will not have understand nerves and coordination... had chemistry after that..Mr.chew lost his voice..great teacher.. then recess.. went ronda again and again.. got a glimpse of a few SIGS students who were here for some trip.. had briefing before heading for class..as usual no techer... Johnny english was here loitering..what else... he got Band 5 ...so there is no need to attend Muet classes..classmates were doing the same old thing..some studying.. some talking..some.. ahhhh...boring class..i have to say..went to 6AD..kishel and naga was there..n Ee Ling too. n wan Qing..talked with them...headed back to my class.. then MUEt teacher came..talked to her to clear some doubts..then headed to library..where on my way karthik called me.. to enter into his class..they made me seat on a cool n comfortable lazy chair... sat there.. tlaked wif karthik, zaid, and Hariz....we were talkin when suddenly the topic LOVE came in... i was given valuable advice and ways to cope up with my love life .... coolness... these people are really good... karthik and Hariz(love doctors) while Zaid(market).. great this is the kind of people im looking for in EC..ever since Form 6 started...all this while what i was in was just in a community of selfish, self centered, proud, lame, boasting, snobbish, racist, asshole, overacting,empty promises, hurting, unsupportive people n etc type of people..actually there a re some upstairs on the same floor as me...who are my life...not all...only some ..finally i found out...where da true enjoyment, care,laughter of life is.....despite some poeple exceptional to this... now its not going to be boring anymore...i found out another world hidden in english college that is....6 Atas Gigih..before leaving the class.. i promised to them that i will talk to Peta today... before i left they said to me..that they are there to help me..anytime anywhere and im always invited to their class.. thats great ...i rushed upstairs.. positioned my self..built the courage.. and was waiting for peta...she came out...yeah not alone ..with the bunch of same people around her......my heart punded faster..she was going and again i FAILED...i had no guts to talk to her...none at all. another disappointment...sobz..haiz..then after that i had a terrible board meeting...very terrible one....mood was spoilt.. headed home wif resh and alaga,. Reached cs..went to cool blog got a drink.. with resh,,walked till v met rajiv and vishu..chatted a while before anand came..headed to secret recipe..it was time full of laughter there. anand was supposed to treat us...in the end..i had to fork out money 2...even da sweet waitress did not come back to give our change after seeing us having problems to settle the bill... asked Anand to send me back home..yeah again i had to fork out money for parking... great..nevermind i dont mind..its just for friends... money comes n money goes... dont care but what i have to bear in mind is i have to b wise in handling money..as i have spent rm20 in just a day...im not rich.. and not wise in spending too..reached home at 6pm..thanks 2 anand. that marks and end to another day of mixed feelings in english college.school days are numbered.. many things not settle...changes cant be seen in myself...my lackadasical life is going on.. day by day thinking of Peta.. no reaction.. the question which arises, i LOVE peta but does PETA love me..??? the answer is NO...thats rite..NO...NOT AT ALL.. i just dont want to be a flop in both studies and that alma matter..it seems that what is goin on now....no reaction.. but too much thinking and imagination..phew... weant my anger on some chairs and door just now...today is a day where i was branded handsome and stunning by three different people.. and of course not to forget there is some people who brand me as a nigger 2.. ..even niggers have heart... im proud to be one LOOK ALIKE..appreciation is not shown here in this country where white and fair seems the perfect of all... nevermind... i think i will get much more appreciation..elsewhere.... the question once again...dont v have the feelings and cant we love anyone...especially with oppostie complex? great..its definitely difficult to find da sole angle in this world full of 99% of bitches..... yeah think about it.....my posts nowdays are more related to my love life...and im goin to put a full stop to it..

major screw up....its nasi campur...

2009-04-11T17:57:00.005+08:00

first of all...im damn blooody hell...relieved tat this crappy formatif 2 has just ended... cuntetlah... feel tat im stress free now... what i got to say ..nothing much... i screwed again in this test.... yup its too early to tell as i have not received da results... but its real... for da first time in ec history of my life.... i did not study for this test... worst of all... i did not know there was a change in timetable 4 da test...i oni knew bout chem n maths a day earlier...n for P.A 1 ..lagi worst..i oni knew there was this test on tat particular morning wen the test was suppose to be taking place... no wonder i felt weird cing f6 students... readin pa 1 book wen it was suppose to b da next day... it seems i was wrong ... great ...that made my mood from bad to worst...wack infancy..... n yeah yesterday... i was trying to read bio... it dont seem to enter my head.. why???? dun know... feeling lazy.. tinkin bout her...n lolness.... wtf.... im crazy man....i screwed up my lower six n now... fuck...im playin da fool around this year... its like just less than 7 ,months... oh GOD... i know no one can help me... unless myself... its just my attitude... that keeps me goin like this ... oh bitch...man..... u look at me n buat bodoh... im goin to do da same..2 u baby... people do say to me....tat i must make da approach.. as im da guy... yeah i did make da move...many times ...tiny... steps..i was goin smooth.. i burned everthing ...sacrificied many things 4 u... even studies... but i dun mind cause its 4 u.... i admire u.. i like u ...n want da oppurtinity to love u aswell... but i doubt will u give it to me... im worried u might b snatched away...but i know u belong to me... haiz...i oni can write all this in my brother blog..not anywhere else... while im pouring out here this time... u might b in bed having a short nap... morever the weather now so good for da comfort n soothe of ur pleasure...n i know u love to sleeeeeeppppp(tidur) in one corner of this world i spent relentlessly hours thinking bout u everyday...while u.. ahahahahahahahahahahah i wonder whether u will even tink of me for a second.... haiz... i dun know... gurl... wen all this goin to b resolved... day by day intensity becoming stronger... but faternity becoming weaker... making matter worst im so coward... talking to u in a virtual world....cant even.. talk to u face to face...n wen im face to face wif...u ...u dont c me... what a great chemsitry...wen i walk past u...i bent my head n look towards da earth... its not that i respect u..its just that im damn bloody shy..... nowdays i dun even smile or utter a single word to u...u might tinkin that im too proud...but nehhh... i dun know what u tink bout me till now... whats true that i know u dun have a single dot of feelings 4 me....... thats true... i can c it n feel it...few more months..n skools over..n its almost certain ..its all over... that might b da last time i c ya... da very last time..... great...i dun know where its goin to end.... im not makin da move..keep tinking at da same time neglecting my studies.....gosh i dun want to cry one day... as mum always provokes me... gor choosing f6...i promise this time...that what i want to achieve...i will definitely achieve...tats for real... i know what i want to achieve...this time its do first n thent talk... its relly goin to happen ...tats a promise.......... studies comes first.... n.... deep inmy heart ...ur there......broken n broken for many times...im still strong...i giving all i got in my life to get u...i never approached anyone llike this especially a gurl like this in my life.........what da hell lah...u know this are not.........wow... ...u might say nothing beats da power of love....no factors ...no factors at all..but whats true.... its does play a role... ..u know i know n GOD knows... i do suck... in appearance n everthing ...but...its all fuck.... damn damn...how long must i wait...4 eva...sure no problem... anything for u.... i hope one day u will understand all this...u know why im stiill not putting da correct steps into it..cause i want u to suceed in studies too... im being blogging so many times bout u... till some of my frens come an ask me ...who r u... my answer to them ...wait ...wait...time is not rite... fucklah wen time will b rite...its never rite for me... im dreaming of perfect score 4 stpm ...with this lackadesical attitude n spirit... not even passes can b expected...i write..... talk n talk but im not doin a single fucking thing...aspiring to b da top student in my skool...ahhaahhaha....im laughing to myself...i say to myself ...fuck off...... back to u...all da time i dun want to c ya... u appear to me..... if ur not meant ...for me...i can t help it... but i do have da strong feeling that ur meant for me...... feeling n feeeling being poured.. haiz...... am i that bad i ask u.... i do all i could........ mayb u know everthign bout me... cause people do talk ... u just waitin for da time.,..for me to open n all u want to do is REJECT... am i prepared 4 it?? what i tell people is...im prepared...but seriously not at alllll...... FUCK FUCK FUCK... i dun know how im goin to face all this... serious shit............im confused in this world... tinking why am i born into this world....there wen my self create... quote... comes by..... LIFE SUCKS LOVE FUCKS

a better day in EC... i guess so

2009-04-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

yup its another day in ec again...a better one than yesterday.. it seems like im so free nowdays as i have been blogging like almost everyday... even resh asked me... why im blogging without any specific event...what i would like to tell u my bro... im not a lazy blooger like u r... blog on ocassions oni...pure disgrace..heheh...kiddin man... 2day nothin much at skool... it seems exam fever has taken its toll... many seen readin n bleeding n some even dating at corridors... what a great achievement... good 4 those who r studying... outcome can b seen soon in da comin test...mid year 2 just round da corner... so what summore studylah... haaha. unlike me ...great in planning...but worst in doing...lets c what i can do ... had a pretty bored day at skool at da expenses that jpj was absent.. n for da first time this year Mr Chew failed to enter da class.. this is something unusual..... i was a bout to fly(understood by ec students... i mean da orginals) positioned my bag outside da class...while bio was goin on.. i was about to fly but it was all disrupted by you jun... he took my beg n went away ..damn u... later went to his class took my beg,.. he kena sound from his classmates ..padan muka.. after that apelagi flylah...first time this year but gurantee more to come... heard n advertistment on fly.fm(102.5) that dun skip skool cause in skool many things r free.. like socialising, learning n building oneself...as v start to work ..even socialising seem to take money where v have to pour petrol for our car to c frens... a nice one by fly.fm that has to b taught ... n analysed... so best ever pice of advice ..... lets enjoy every single second of moments in skool...cause its oni once,...n for all...n for me...like im doin now...im goin to enjoy to da max...n get what im here 4....cheerio.....

live life 2 da max wif flyfm

its just another lame day.... in EC

2009-04-06T20:57:00.003+08:00

this is my bio teacher...she is good.. but me..never seem to listen or pay attention to what she says ever since day one in f6..... and im expecting an A??? ridicilious..
dun worry.. i will give all i have got teacher.....after so many years of draught of a 4 flat form bio class in EC.... next year sure u will get it .. thats for sure...a promise from me...

The fact of being in da same skool for almost 7 years..is definitely dull boring... but????nvmind
lets go back to what happen 2day...this simple words will describe 2day better n clearer..
went skool late..7.15 am..late assembly preparation ...had assembly in dewan.. very hot n terrible... especially da kawalan 4 prefects...had briefing.. entered class damn late 9.45..just half an hour before recess.. was given maths Q.. attempt to do..damn blur..failed..just copied...went recesss damn late...it was almost over..ate alot..vey hungry..got cupcakes from DV. entered class.. chemistry was on.. better understanding this time. then followed by maths..realised that im dun understand much.. left out...then followed by bio... went out.. to c Mr Chew sensei.....4 indian boys...one went after one..its left to one now...da sole ranger who is da oni one survived....cant say rellly...but definitely survived.... went to kishel car to take back my fon.. entered class 5 min b4 end.. after that had briefing wif noon prefects..pretty bad..as it was raining.. went back 2 resh class..met tashvin a.k.a matthew.. n benjamin.. talked wif them,,then went back home wif resh..singgah kat cs.. saw an ex-ec @ F6 student..her advice to me...ITS NOT TO LATE>>JUST RUN AWAY FROM F6...yup tat marks the end of another miserable day of my skool life... it seems...i made a vow ... had da anxiety,wisdom n courage to give da best for my education..started in january but till today... 6/4/09 9.19pm everthing seem to b da same...no changes..if yes oso.. temporary one... now i relly ask myself ... can i get what i promised my parents...my answer is definitely NO...sad... everyday seem to b one sickening experience.. yup im ready to give da best.. as da best is yet to come.. but is definitely comin sooon... i will fulfill my promise...what am i doin now??? blogging when majority of f6 students now will b bleadding to death..now... test this thursday... im freakin out nowdays.. especially my studies..next bout >>???... i dun know why its now..that i come across with her many times.. its face to face summore.. last time wanted oppurtinity... but..haiz.. didnt get so...now ...other way around pulak.. but nowdays i relly dun signal her at all.. no look, no talk or even a smile ...goood 4 me.. time is running...its so fast..n its already april befor i blink my eye it might already b november... haiz....only disappointment... sad sial......... its ....

F&F------FUCK & FORGET

what's happning.... i oso don't know

2009-04-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

im not leavin skool.... tats da truth... many belived da prank i made 4 April Fool's day...that im goin 2 AIMSt..i even got gifts n all.... sori people... march swept pass just like a whirlwind.. freakin fast... now its april... things not goin that rite for me... dunt know why... spending hours opening revision book... n eyes on it..but mind...lost somewhere else..no point lah that means... feelings 2 disturbed.. getting angry easily...., feeling stressed out.. dont know what else 2 say... test n mid year examination comin sooon... mad a bad move on April Fool's day....slacked again...im gettin too carried away.. sumtimes i think im so gifted to b in f6....but most of da time i think i slacked my life entering f6...haiz...a single A change my whole path..... but whats in my mind now... i thank God 4 givig me this great oppurtinity to prove myself to .... thank u God..4 F6...this is da greatest.....oppurtunity u gave me ...n i will dfinitely give all i got... hope 4 da best...n its definitely goin to b da best.....single handedly...people will say whats in the inside which is much important than the outside...n this n that play no important role ......oni MPWF is important...but what is da truth that i can say...this is all just bullshit...its all the other way round... a quote thats playing in my mind now.... 4 sure its:

LiFe SuCkS
lOvE fUcKs!!!!!!!!!!

RAJ ROCKS!

2009-04-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

Everyone knows him. His first step towards leading the future..

2009-03-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

Apelagi AIMST UNIVERSITY lah