Sunday, December 20, 2009

Goodbye Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar(English College)

most valuable pic of my skool.... what it will b 20 years from now?

a last goodbye kiss to da skool ..I LOVE U MSAB
Yeap n yes...its over...my skool life is over.... 7 fruitful n superb years in ec has just come to n end. Finished my form 6... still wanna recall the time wen i entered E.C in 2003 from St Joseph primary... was a very innocent boy that time.... n now its all different... over those seven years i grew alot..not only in height but maturity too... learn so many things especially bad ones n of course some valuable lesson in life that is goin to b pillar in facing tha world to come.recalling back.....in form one ...i was in 1 Akas..i really dun like that class...followed by form 2Etika... i loved this class da most..this is were i was really made... da spirit ignited... followed by form 3 in bestari n form 4 in dinamik then after streaming to cendekia which i maintained till F5 n lower six back to bestari n off to cendekia in upper six...most 'lepaked' skool life definitely must be lower six n most challenging definitely upper six......it has been almost like two weeks after skool n indeed oni now im blogging??? yeah because i really didnt have da mood n my internet connection sucks... so let me now blog in detail what has been happening all this while ..here we go....

TUITION

i guess i really had great tuiton teachers... but didnt really use it well... played da fool all ard really at the end..gave all i got..i did put in effort... recalling once i got drunk b4 goin tuiton... nice nice..nice... SMC was great.. i paid less attention at da start... i had great teachers...


Mr teh testimonial class.... great chem whiz... he gave superb motivation
and lessons of life...

he rubs the white board ..hahaha

last time getting a glimpse of the attendance sheet...


Before STPM


this is where i sat for my STPM..in 6AB ..hated this class
so dark n uneasy.......... filled wif MUET jinx in additional


slip peperiksaan..registerd 4 subjects...


one day before STPM..(actually 2 days)... balls was shrinking that time...


oni reason i put this pic is not promote it.. or i like it but just because both da director n me have the same name....


last time posing as a skool student wif the uni.. a so called PRE U student



AFTER STPM


this is how it looks sorrounding Ec....Pembangunan ISKANDAR wonder how its goin to look like in a few years

no entry

this is how my STPM timetable look like after the exams..burned it to get some joy

skool canteen..place to munch wif frens untill da day i became a prefect..
after that.. became the keeper of the canteen.. controlling the canteen n never to forget asking students to go back to class eg"cepat makan ..lepas tu balik kelas" sum ding dong just ignores n takes their sweet time..usually have briefing here too..scolding the prefects which 99 % of the times turn into deaf ears.LONG live prefects...
will never forget the times created havoc in this canteen.. which shall remain secret to the F4 members..

noting mcuh bout this place.. used to spent alot of time here buying milo wafers n following Ujun..haiz


takin pic wif E.C's most loved man...Pak Mat..wont forget his vocals


Dewan Sri budiman.. started to learn skool song here n sang it for da last time here too... now its wif air con..bravo thats an improvement


presenting the skool for da last time....


my form 1 class.. 1 AKAS..lower six class was also in this block

skool office... had to go here many times.. this year..wif all that work..haiz



BEING a PREFECT

work really hard for it..n there was times wen i almost being a non contender for da 5 Stars..
i must say being a prefect in my final years in E.C was a great experince..learnt to b a leader n b brave..it too contributed to my pre-hypertension..n my downfall in studies.the experince was great but the people in it was never great..exceptional to a few.. sum just came to get post..n in the end when they failed to do...true colours can b seen..sum for name sake.. n sum wif all excuses..n not to forget sum who love to break skool rules as a prefect....all i can say... REST IN PEACE...my deepest condolance to a prefect ......his name is Danial... a trianee prefect who smokes n sucessfully becomes a prefect..but during my stpm he passed away in a motorbike accident..may lord have mercy on his soul


oficially sold my blazer..may it serve da board again............

can b said my second house..used to study here during trials n mid year as the exams start late... i am sure to miss this place


kapten's room ..rarely used......

my form 2 class for da second term ...2 Etika was shifted from the top floor to down ..nearby da bilik disiplin.. as my class was da noisiest

form 5 class.....5 cendekia

form 2 class for the first term.2 etika


form 3 class.....3 Bestatri


chemistry lab... boring n really never did any experiments seriously.........
bilik sukan... most of the time the doors will b locked n no teacher in it... nw it has tv..great


kavij, me n guppie..the burung corner was did specially for him.... upper six class


standing on my table........looks like the fan is goin to hit my head...


will i b able to get this same marks in STPM?????

its now called LUBANG... very historic.... many things happend here..play bottle caps...practice dance, shuffle, break dance n etc now this place has become K.H lab

tandas cluster....... open toilet... very rare... most of the doors damaged all da time even repaired.... n pressure of water from the pipe is much lower than my urine....

peeing for the last time.........love doing this before during n after exam.....


a new vison n mission ..which has no need to b changed from time to time... good job.. E.C must lead.....

me n kavij........ kavij kumar(25-35-25).

form 4 class.... n kavij as handsome as always... still single



Before................(2007)....F4



now.........2009............(F4)

F4 ...now F2

3 young mens..a pyscologist,an engineer n a biologist.... to b

emoing... far in taughts.... its over baby...skool life rocks

alamak... tis fellows ah..im not begging for moneylah! but my face looks like one


Mr Kavij kumar..currently pursuing his chemical engineering degree in UMP..three time straight Dean's list...the uni became so popular after his footstep touched the uni's ground... he swims n jogs till late evening..n even paints his house....loses some pounds n at da same time gains it back 2.... a very nice guy
the walkway.... full of inspirational words... during exam if u really wan to use some nice words,..u can walk here to get some these words

skool objective.........


pancuran kasih.....the pic proves it all...

yeap...its no more premier..our skool is now kluster


da last walk as a student..... sure goin to miss that

another pic..feel like wanna cry

not him......he had it long ago

aloha towers n teachers car park...

skool bus...stayed in it once during penag trip
i dunno why Gurpreet loves to take this kind of pics..u pervert

muacks


maucks again... motor kacaulah


nice pose boys.............

crying.... Gurpreet consoling me..while kavij is offering a punch


Summary
i m goin to do a summary bout a few topics...of my skool life in f6:
CLUB
im in tamil society... i really liked this club compared to what was my perception wen i was in form 1.... i managed to hold senthamil puthir..wif no experience..it was not a real sucess... but...i enjoyed the experince..i must say that not all club members were up to standard,..being the president..i had to do most of the work...most members have to b pushed or else... noting will b done..a disgrace... was very down sumtimes because of club issues... neglected studies too.... basically the club was ok..i had one of the best n most dissappointing AGM in the history of Tamil society.....all da best....im proud being born as an INDIAN n thats the oni ting i never regretted in my life......
LOVE
was blinded starting from end of last year till tis right before trials........ i must say this contributes to major of of my downfall... having beard, drinking, smoking n loosing focus... n etc..i really regret ..why in the first place i saw her...? its very painful.. sumtimes... sitting in da classroom n noting enters the mind except U...i was never rejected.. nor did it fail... it just didnt prevail..tinking of all the times i spent.. its all just a waste... was very very very down at all times... thansk to my frens... who r so supporting..giving me ideas n comforting me..(u will know if ur reading this)..i was back...its really frustrating to tink u wanted her but she was not meant for u.. it was going smooth but suddenly it came to an abrupt end.. unbelivable...if i had known it earlier..haiz....its better late than never......i regret this.....it really sucks...painful lesson but a valauble one... never trust anyone entirely ....peopel say love is blind..nehh..it actually is not.... n never put it on hold....really can predict wat happens today or 2moro....n never believe sweet talk.. race is definitelty a factor most of the times..i ended this chapter wif a 18 pages long text message...
FRIENDS
frens r so sweet...been there always wen im in difficulty n joy...many new frens...who i could cry on their shoulder..but............got to blurt out the truth here.....this subject has been da most disappointing...got so many frens..but the question is ...out of the so many....how many can i say is true fren... have seen frens from normal guy becomin chick freak ,..not to forget some who just dun understand me... recalling an event where everyone before STPM saying that we were goin to have gahtering,futsal, n clubbing n etc...n at last none of those fucked up things can b done...but wait....very disappointed....i remember we een had some useless plannign for the holiday in CS..pure bullshit... its not new to me... its normal... thats life... but one thing for sure....i love all of u...as long as ur hapi im hapi for u..........
SKOOL
being in da same skool 4 seven years is definitely boring... i really love my skool but not the people in my skool...especially those in form six.. form 6 has lost its identity in E.C ..the ec culture is just lost..people r so weird..n so different... their mentality is totaly different...majority of these form six people r from perling and seta... n majority of them do not love the skool.but do act like one....full of selfishness ,racist n rude..n sum just will come to u wen they need sumting....i dunno wat to say............ but even though they bring name n pride to the skool , they r noting to me... they just suck... v do still have some E.C originals .... who r just minority..wait..wen i say ec originals its not those who come in f3...or those who ran away after f4..its those who were here ever since f1. studying wif a bunch of weirdos is definitely akward..all wif their own ego n all...... but not all of them.... some r really nice... i tink the art stream fared much better than the scince stream....that the truth, my class was ok..but its difinitely less energetic...i taught dinamik had one of the worst class parties.. ever i had seen... but look at my class ...no class party at all..wat a shame..... shall i say its my worst class in my whole carrier in ec.i will always remember wat had happen in form 6 but definitely not the people in f6..final piece of advice ....read between the lines...97% of them suck
TEACHERS
all the teachers have been so great o me...advicing me n igniting back the fire on me...everone of them especially Pn daisy, cik shamala, pn laila, pn oo,pn norafesha..n all ..n some for really demotivating..thanks
LAST BUT NOT AT THE LEAST
many things have taken place for the past seven years... sweet or bitter..it definitely has shaped to who i am today..i enjoyed every moment of it... every painful lesson is a stepping stone to b some one better in life...skool life really rocks.. but till today i seriously dun know why i did f6 but i know its for GOOD..as it was never a choice in my life... if that day i had got a A for chemistry..my whole life will have changed... but i thank God for sending me to form 6..i learn really alot..n have no regrets on it forever... Sayo Nara MAKTAB SULTAN ABU BAKAR(ENGLISH COLLEGE) Sekolah kluster kecemerlangan














































































































































im sure goin to miss ya



(p.s. started to blog at 7.30 pm 23/12/2009 n finished at 24/12/2009)

Monday, December 14, 2009

baby ..its over

stpm is over..over..over n over.... im back after a long period of time ....... its time to blog n clock.... back wif streamyx......




Saturday, October 24, 2009

the reign is over........

da last walk of fame..........
pembentangan laporan mesyuarat

me n boss...


da last kapten pose..........



gosh... its over man...officialy its over...my reign as timbalan kapten maktab sultan abu bakar.... i still remember a year ago on da 23 september 2008..was elected as timbalan kapten.. n its over a year edi... i learnt alot all this while... i loved every single bit of moment of it.... in sum part of my heart i do feel sad..as i loved da job n really worked hard for it..but all good things must come to an end..many shocking news was received today..sum who dun deserve post got it..while sum who really deserve didnt get it at al...what to do...we propose ...n teacher oppose..... there it goes for da last time.... TIMBALAN KAPTEN RAJKUMAR A/L CHELLADURAI>>>..tommorow my reign as pengerusi for tamil society will come to another end..i guess its time to let da rookies to take over while us ...goin after stronger challenges in da stanza of the world to come...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

dark cloud lining

Date:22/10/09
Place: MSAB, form 6 block
time: 7.30 am onwards
people: so called pre-u students
smell: blood smell from excessive bleeding
music: irritation, lame noises

decribing today may not b that important..but many things happen today.. that forced me to face da screen now to blog... rite after i enter class.. had sum blows..of difference opinion.. great.. that made me look stupid ..rite.. as things were goin normal..suddenly prefects ambushed my class... thats corny... as im usuaally there to b wif them ..to do whatelse if not spotchecks.. but..i dun know a single thing that there will b a spotcheck today.. as v r suppose to observe da junior conducting the checks..things were goin on well i guess...many items were confiscated.. .. tis is actually a serious blow to da sixth formers.. as all this while many were breaking school rules by bringing probhited items... so finally many fell into the pit...yeah of course how long can u all keep running... today is da day...things went on sour after da checks... many people blamed me or not tellin them that there was a spotcheck today... my goodness ...how da hell will i know if i dun know its was goin to b held today at da first place... this people are real idiots..u just know to blame me...but just look at urself... tink ... use ur brains... ur breaking school rules n blaming me for da consequnces..thats just ridiculous... wen u do wrong i kept quiet n wen u kena oso i kept quiet... im playing wif the tide... i remain dormant... so u tink did i make mistakes...??? i just dun give a fucking damn wat u all wan to tink.....i did my job n i dun have to worry wat u wan to tink.. there it goes another saga..cing people in form 6... a superb skool infested n dominated by unwanted ones especially in f6.........may LOrd have mercy on ur soul..... sum called me racist, n some call me betrayer not to forget i might be sum peoples enemy now... i just dun care.... thx to da bio teacher for supporting me..n to a few angles who clapped to her response... time will come wen u all will realise... as i was talking to resh.. suddenly sumting happended... my tim.kapten badge fell.. this is sumting unusual....as it has never fallen down ever since da day i wore it..is that a sign of downfall... hahah.. no time to care...change of power is comin soon... i know for myself ..how much i have dedicated to prefects...my studies deteriorated... n pressured... n many sacrifice done..includiong an incident which happen to my mum.. i know deep in myself ..how am i doin my job..i receive praises n criticism ..thats just motivation for me... thats life.... love my life...life rocks...from a zero to a hero n finnaly back to a zero... so its da ups n downs of life...27 days counting... sayo nara,...nandre vanaklam





Saturday, October 17, 2009

festival of lights...

yup....its ang pau....
hampers received this year.......

cookies..............

various tyrpes of murukku

assorted cookies........


chocolate murukku..
History: made accidentley wen all the cookies were packed
together wif it... due to excessive heat nowdays..
cause of global warming.. the chocolate cookies melted
and spread over da murukku....thus chocolate murukku
was made....
flowers.........
pics at random .........

One malaysia.... one banana leaf


majlis khas pengawas.....guy who made history

and finally da narrator.... i rarely take a pic of myself...

me.............

moon light, sunlight, tube light ..etc....hehaheha...not that lite.... its Deepavali... this year its just goin to b some moderate one..provided that its almost here...counting on its 32 days left..average of 8 days per subject..if u ask me am i ready for it...for sure not yet... hahah... i feel life is much better nowdays... no more taughts n no more emoness... but still have disappointment...cool though...many things happend recently wif majlis khas pengawas. got da award for da most popular prefect... n tamil society agm where it was a laughter..cause for da first time in history in a TLLS agm no post was given... will give it during farewell...prefects agm comin soon...in my personal opinion ..no one is outstanding or showing any traits of the future captain.,..gosh ..may lord have mercy on them...recently the One Malaysia concept is being used frequently..but sum dind dongs just dont know wat's the meaning but just love to say it.... shame on u.,,, will blog some time later.... sayo nara adios...n to all Malaysian's HAPPY DEEPAVALI..



















Saturday, September 26, 2009

time to revive.....

gosh now i realise.... 9 months i have wasted playing n indulging myself in unimportant things..especially sumting that i shall have not poke myself into..being confident at one side n doing nothig at the other side..i paid da hefty price..i lost for da first time in my life... im still shell shocked...i have lived a life full of selfishness...... neglecting others hope put on me..n paying importance to things which just kept hurting me... day n nite im crying in myself..sumtimes question arises why i entered form six... but i really have to admit being in form 6 rocks to dA top most...exception to the lifestyle in here which is so hectic...being in da same skool for seven years..must b boring... but i love my skool ..to da very much..BUT I JUST HATE DA PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN IT....this is da place where i learnt what is life... ample of times learning new things.this is da place where i spent ample of time besides home... growing from inmature boy to a teenager n almost touching adulthood... love every bit moment of my life especially da first five years..continuing my life in f 6 is a big challenge...despite living in an environment full of racist people... people who r super selfish, people who just lie...peole who just ignore, people who just r desperate...people who just sweet talk..this n that..as the list goes on.... gosh... i really must thank God for making my path here..as i have learnt alot especially in these alst two year..reckoning the world out there is goin to b much more challenging then whats happening now..thats life..its in my hand to mould it n into a perfect shape...so im goin top give all i got..i must prove my worth to da world ..to all those loved ones of mine..who have put in high hopes on me...dun worry people...my eyes are open fianally n ......its a promise... i will never dissappoint u./.....i believe impossible is nothing.... the next few days is goin to b challenging ..its not goint o b easy eitheir... but im not goin to give up eitheir...blood n sweat should b shed...dun care who says what,....i will prove myself .....i will shut those mouths...n to sum people...who missed me in ur life...time will come wen u will realise that u failed to attain sumting precious in life n thats me..... dun worry people..keep praying for me...im back ...its time for revival..renaissance.... back to those firing days..where nothing is go to stop,.... i know what i wannt n no one can stop me from getting wat i want.... if by any chance if eminem comes across my blog..hope he doesnt make my scripts into lyrics for his latest album.. hahah...i dun wanna cry any more n dun wanna lose anymore..... never mine to b hurt now..as i beleive this is da eage to get hurt...every thing that hurts me...is making me much stronger... for da one who failed to get..i just simply remember this....when u miss a bus,..,.definitely another bus will come.... so just got to wait for it.....yeah......time to burn everthing...time to prove.....4.00


Thursday, September 24, 2009

a bad day after all........

da ticket..........
its a normal supertitious belief...that wearing black brings bad luck.... well i dun beleive in this...but mum used to tell me ..black is not lucky... for me... n i shall never wear black shirt...but today ingnoring her advice..i did wear black... today was a thursday n i suppose to have bio tuition at era dinamik.. dad was goin sumwhere urgent ..n he wanted to send me early.. ard 2.30 pm... tuition starts at 4.00 pm....i was there by 2.45pm..wen i reach there...da centre was closed...thats weird... i waited n..... n waited till 4 pm..wen suddenly mr kamlesh came from no where..he was shocked to c me there..he said there was no classes 2day...that was super shocking to me...i know i have to alert m resh as he 2 doesnt know... my fon was not with me eitheir... kept at home..so took a bus which i never took b4..i put in 1.60 n da driver exclaimed..its not goin to town..damn bloody hell..how am i goin to take back da money...luckily another guy entered, i got rm 1 back..unfortunately, rm 0.60 burn..damn..wen to cs..wen i reached there called dad n told him i had no tuiton today..he said he could pick me but how am i goin to b alert wen my fon is not here... damn it..i said to him i will come back myself...then i walked ard changed money by buying cool blog... walked a while,.was looking ard...hmm..things struck my heart ..cing people.. everone wif their companion...but wait..nvmind..not now...sobz..wanted to eat crispy chicken XXL...it was crowded there..so plan canceled...took bus..i put in rm 1.70 but da ticket was rm 1.20,.n its stated in the ticket tis till IPK. depoh......haha who cares///really hoped the ticket inspector does not come.. the bus left..at da bus stop near pelangi..sumting really unexpected happen ... yeah guess wat??? a ticket inspector got in da bus..damn..i was so shocked....my hear pounded...according to the place stated in da ticket..i supppose to have got down way before..wen da inspector came to my place..i just gave da ticket..i was ready ..im prepared for a fight..i paid da correct amount n da driver is da one who slacked..da inspector took da ticket.. he chooped it. checked.....loooked at it closely n gave it back to me...wait..noting happen.,...that guy must b a real mangkuk ...he was not even bothered by da ticket..from this v can conclude... these people are pretty ignorant ..i dont know how he could be hired by da company...a great phew for me..reached home..n as usual kena nag..for this n that... nvmind its normal...... man thats da consequnces of not bringign fon...rather than bad luck from wearing black.............thats written..adios
i tink i wasted some money today for not bringing my fon
bus rm 3.90
cool blog rm 2.40
public phone rm 0.40
bread rm rm1.80
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total rm 8.50
i dont care much of bucks spent..but.... thats a waste....

Monday, September 21, 2009

bored........

nice warning at da door....
i remember last year ard tis time...i went to an open house...this year he is not here... in egypt... got no invitation too.... so no rumah terbukalah....i dont have da real mood to blog now.... just simply ni... i have made records with longest post n all...so this time its da shortest post ever...








Thursday, September 17, 2009

wake me up wen september ends

at jb laksa house...... superb posers especially burung
laksa cury

say no to alcohol.......johnnie walker


nice nice nice


a bapok pose....... fingernails colured


inai under my name..,...


another look

here v go baby ...bacardi apple..... original
apple taste


its a toss for sucess


outside cabanna,....the zone


pravind, bryant, me


bacardi boys...one missing in action


it has a while since i blogged... things were goin up n down lately....sad moments plus hapi moments.......its all a mix up...firstly during da august holidays...had a hell of fun...was one of da best holidays of my life.... did little study oni..but alot of play..yahoooo...goin to dielah.... trial over ...did extremely bad.... dunno wat to say ...of all my trial i had written b4....i usually get some marks which shows confidence..but not now..im playing 2much... n wasted my life on one ting which is no more for me now...wen i tink bout it..its just full of emoness... nvmind..i belive wat i did wa rite..i confessed finally.... eventhough it was text oni.... i did have da guts... now i realised why people say expect the unexpected..its true..damn true...sweet n sour is part of life..but i thank God its over...eventhough its very late...i guess its better than never rite...still got time.,....sumtimes even its over its still hearbreaking to c sum things...but i got to face it like a man...its normal.....life have to go on..after all its goit to b difficult finding sumone special in this world especially out of da 99.9 % bitches ard.... if its not meant...its never..... today was a bit of an upsetting day...trials over..had briefing ...then enterd class.saw my marks...failed maths 2.... damn i dunnolah wats happening to me....how am i goin to prove myself with sucha a bad attitude,,,n not studying...damn im goin to die wei...but wait... i can do it.... disappointment sorrounds me 2day... im disappointed wif many people... people who show off, people who tink they r great n have high vocabulary proefficiency, n peole who just dun understand n tink what they do is rite n of course people who desperate to get drunk...i guess its juststupid to get drunk... this is based on experience.... i know whats da consequnces n all...sum may just think its sum experience to do this...but wait ..wat if it causes bad effects to u...stop being an idiot... does alcohol solves problem...its just a burn of money...in da form of water...life is life..live to da fullest for da best outcome..sum may say v just try for once..but look... why dun u say lets try death for once... tink ..b practical... dun tell me u will never drink anymore after that single sip u say u wanted to taste on...thats bullshit people...thats one case... sumtimes wen i sit in my class.. i can hear students walking n singing at da saame time... these people r real ding dongs...if u really wanna sing go ahead ..not in skool ..u have many competition such as one in a million, malaysian idol, mentor, akademi fantasia, jb idol, project superstar n etc..why da fuck u must sing aloud....after all u voices sucks da most...super terrible...moreover its really disrespecting da teachers too especially wen they r teaching...if ur so desperate...go to sum karaokae ...i believe they wont mind u all for spoiling da microfon for such a terribel voice.... or if just want to sing in an open place..go on....u just need a handkerchief...laid down on da floor... n start singing..i believe for that terrible platform perfomance... u might get a penny to buy sum sweets.. next case...sum bastard just think they r great..achieving this n that.... i dun give a fucking damn bout all this... ur just stucked up...egoistic n believe ur rite..n love to correct people...wait how long can u go on like this.... i have my patience level man...wen it exceeds the point... i goin to brake ur fucked up face ... ...haiz..i paid da price for carrying u up those days...nvmind... wen it comes to cocuricullar activities..i mean especially in form 6...most of da clubs n uniform bodies just dun do wat they r supposed to do...interact wif one another, learn sumting new n etc..wat they know to do is...just having farewell parties... and from that they give out post...based on farewell parites..come on..
da goverment have implemented that 10 % of entry marks is based on koko marks...but wats happpening...i tink they should change this concept... setting it up as 10% entry marks to uni based on da ability who can organise a farewell party...wat r da uniform body clubs r doin...da same tinglah...indulging themselve wif farewell..where is da ethics u should implement...u all should have marching , n for medical associated bodies..it will b good to have first aid lessons n all...... people need to rejuvenate.... migrants coming far way n acting as though u have been here long ago....sum get angry for small things that happen around in skool ,,,,padahal u all r just selfish inlcined bastards......u dun even love da skool.... i tink thats all for now..i can go on kutuking people.. but being a human i have my weakness too...so before i sign offf....to her...have a great life... all da best.....;... u will know one day....... gudbye...sayo nara adios