the season is comin to n end,,,,

the feeble cry im giving at the start of every post never seem to end...yeah im back...its my 150th post...my blog has been the best way i cry out my feelings... the title decipits notin...sumtimes my ball shrink...the time is almost up...its matter of days,,,n so much things to cover up...the feelings of me not producing fills my mind...but im ain't gonna give up... one dream one chance...im ready for it... must make each penny worth,,,,the taught of boring life seems to increase day by day,..sumtimes iwoner why its likethis for me...with no regrets i tend to repeat the same mistakes again n again...i just cant stand the sight of defeat...by delay...everday i pray tinking of a better day...but inspite its just the same...tears may seem to flow wen i tink about them....sumtimes i feel im betraying the trust,,,,despite all da odds ...the have sent me here...negletting all their needs n a dream of a small tings puttin on stake....n imstill diverting... im being selfish...i believeif imdiverting if its benefitting its ok...but im not...im losing...imready tobring those glory days of my life back....renaissace is wat im expecting but it never seem to merge....im sorry if i have disappointed u all...its time for action to speak louder than words...................................inspite effort being put...its like failure n luck is not on my side...but i have one bullet left....HARDWORK,,,,,im aint gonna give up..........bring it people...

life moves on....

momentarly ...it has been a very long long time since i bloogged...never seem up to promises....i realised now days...my effort pput...in seem to b wasteful.//// n i tend to get irritated.... dunno why......... block 4 starts tommorow..... look.... im so deasd..

same n lame

hmmm....my blog is so dead nowdays.....my performance i basically the same....imust say im so disappointed at times...but i gotno choice.....damn....my mind is confused n i dun seem to realise wat im doin at times...wats wrong man.... engine masih belum panas....india won da world cup....its massive to celebrate.....in da meantime.......its time to tink n make drastic move....

goodbye

IM ON MY WAY BACK TO INDIA EDI... Time just flew like that.....awesome week must i say i had in msia... Now blogging from lcct..thnaks to my new nokia c6 many things becomes possible...will blog once i hit manipal

penultimate.................

its time yet for another post after such a long absence....i did have the time ... recalling that i used to waste mamoth amount lingering in fb... but just cant make way for blogging.... owww jeeezzzzz...its almost about a week edi... im in msia...im back for semester breaks... must say...a semester full of disappointment... its just exactly a week since my traumatising experience in LCCT... its notin serious..b ut just hate the fact...i was there for 6 hours doin nothing...ewwwwwww.......... its about two week more before my holidays end n me back to india to continue the path in fulfillng my dream... till then...a promise to my blog itself... i will b blogging more now onwards
sumtin unusual.... this pic bring thousand answers to b answered...

dusty old blog

it has been a while ...or shall i say been a long time since i blogged.... no intensity..... nehh.... no mood...but it has been prominent that blogging during events or issues has been norm to me....things r getting better now...have picked up... but declining rate is there...iknow my mistakes... n im afraid i may repeat da mistakes again...well i may have hurt myself through the process...but im seeming to back to da old bad ways of repeatiting wat has happen.....in state of dilemma... i believe watever i undertake...it may or will leave a pain n dissappointment on me...but i throughly made up that watever it is ...im not goin to disappoint THEM..noting comes above this priority..... im missin all of u.... I LOVE U ALL.... n noting can stop from me from gettin wat i want...nomatter how many times i fall....

blocks

time flies....been two months and a half here...well...am i adapted???..kind of..but i guess this is for real...i must get adapted... my first block exams werejust over...a mere disappointment... GOd's grace....will back to blog soon...tillthen bye

deepavali.....n wats happening ard.

hmmmmm...time to ponder

mtf answers..come after da exam papers collected

food court

mess

mess counter...where we take food

my roomate

very own clubbing....

look at da dancers

beauty of drinking milk

closeup pic

sarvin,rishi, don

sarvin me n don

deepavali posers

rishi,,,,talkin...n sarvin forever wif his fon

uma mahaeswar temple,maipaelephant.......not real..haha

fire works shops...no where in msia u can find that....so big shop

choose which one u want

so quiet...manipal town

mahe building decoration

damn cynide miss u wei....bacardi's

resting .....

viki's first hair cut

who said here got no brand shop....nike,levis..but not da roads

prasanth .......poser maut
on da way to laureal
Dhol Baji
another pic
my first sub way in life........

.... jeez.... i must say failing gives me new sensation.... i dunno why i fail...butim gonna put a full stop to this....yeah baby...deepavali here not that grand compared to msia....oni one day holiday.... hhahhahahahaha...i want it badly....

life goes on

life goes on no matter wat......oww jeez it has been a while since i blogged... life hasnt been goin like how i wanted it to go...so many things deeply embended in my heart......but noting goin on well...am i jinxed or wat....nope...its all da effort...been failing tremendously in my both class test...sumtin unusual in mylife....becomin sometin norm...wats wrong wif me... 1001 reason comees to my mind.... but da main reason will b ...im not myself... i cannot b destroying my dreams...n of course my loved ones.... my parents gave me a chance... n i shall b fully utilising it...definitely will...i have to buckle up...my block exams r coming... n im not at all prepared or preparing for it... my daily life this

wacking breakfast to da max
not concentrating in class
sleep for 12 hrs
watch movi
waste time to da max
chit chat bout useless stuffs
drinking excessive amount of milk
eating to much of chocolates

this is never ever resembling A Medical student life

coming to manipal has been A DREAM come true thanks to my parents
i really wanna work all i have to give them sumting after 5 yrs........ i m goin for it....
damn recently i been diagnosed wif conjungtivitis ...it seems this disease has been hittin on india aster dengue.... im a victim...it basically can b divided into 4 category... viral,bacteria,chemical,stress....7 days edi im having ...damn...hope it goes down real soon......
....signing off,,.... wif confidence to conquer da world..... study to become a Good Doctor..... n to save life....... ITS ME>....

owww jeez...drying clothes on small shrubs on on road...

don miller n prashant..

rishi n andrea

kolam in temple...

menu in india....its not that they give it terbalik....concentrate on da price

inner view

temple

look at da size of da cup.... in msia its oni half compared to these

soomeofmy frens.... ramesh, nithi, pavi n rishi

orientation nite

christ church

ashoka pillar

nice nice

kmc greens

1st month aniversary in Manipal

hospital view

directions....sarvin n rishi

pharmacy here n there.sarvin in da pic

look at da Q in da hospital

kasturba hospitalso packed
our very own artificial limb centre
these is wat u can see wen it pours like cats n dogs
milk temptation...i drink about 1litre minimum per day..
my first subway in life.... i tink da last one oso... not worthy...
been A quite a while since i blogged...pretty lazy i guess...but da urge is back....firstly will like to quote my life in manipal... adapting well... but...neh..... slacking to da max...especiallyin studies...notin da rite mood...notin can compare my days in ec n in jl.tun hs lee....i was talkin tocynide yesterday...he made me realise... wats wrong...i need to rediscover myself...can b giving up or blaming on sumtin else formy failure...got to work out da muscles which have been crumpled..n less strained for da past few yrs...got tocomeback to my glory days.... i need to buckleup...i will ...tats a promise...i ain't goin to give up.... i will prevail..... im back....