man its dead boringlah this holidays.!!!!!

yo man yo gurl...haha wow its da holidays...hmm its dead boring...planned wanna enjoy this holidays..like hell ...but now dont know wat to do...went to Library again today...wanted to accompany sis...was reading Cristiano Ronaldo's biography...then i borrowed "Tuesdays with Morrie".. kind of cool life story..more to death... relly motivating...was very..very emo....just dont know why...mixed feelings ..haha ..exactly one week ago it was started...same thursday morning...b4 Pa 1 ...wow time flies...tommorow ...i mean today morning wanted to go Pc fair..but no mood...nvmind cancel lah...wats happening to me....feeling of defeat is increasingly high....kept thinking..n dont know wat to do...man....whats happening...luckily resh was there to chill me out n put some sense in me.....thanks dude..i wil give my best shot...cause if i want something ...i definitely will put da effort n obtain it...yah....keep going...today...two of my buddies will b celebrating their 18th birthday..they are Dinash kathir Kama...n Tan chin Sean @ Jess.so happy birthday people...