Im goin 2 die

no..no..no im not goin to commit suicide..nway..i mean if i continue goin on like this..matilah...i mean da studies part..im not studying..it has been a while since i studied seriously...oh noooo..its STPM.... this is da worst start to an exam year compared to UPSR,PMR, SPM...how...dahlah im struggling now..last year everthing fucked up......dun know where it is goin to end...DAMN