time flies.... thats all i got to say...its already four months over pravind's birthday.. pretty fast...felt like MUET registration was yesterday... but the test is coming next week.. hoping for the best...today i had pretty a bad day.... morning was like normal with the normal lame ronda's and coming across. the same people...who i dont wish to see in da morning as this will only stimulate me to think about this particular person.. for da whole day...imagining things that will never ever happen.. lolness... alright next...headed to class.. morning nowdays.. is definitely so dead boring with the absence of JPJ...there was some farewell. for Aik Hoe(mayee)..he is leaving too... lame things happening here and there...secret recipe cakes to lead any events with cash flouring here and there.. more lameness.. had my sketch practice for the moral lesson...had no right mood to act..first time.. im like this... followed by bio... where PN.Aza gave back the test papers...i seriously wanted to FAIL Biology..... but unfortunately i passed..thanks to theses people who taught me Bio da morning just right before the papers started...thanks to Shoo Hue Li, Dorai Raaj,and PriyaTharshini..thanks..if its not for you all i will not have understand nerves and coordination... had chemistry after that..Mr.chew lost his voice..great teacher.. then recess.. went ronda again and again.. got a glimpse of a few SIGS students who were here for some trip.. had briefing before heading for class..as usual no techer... Johnny english was here loitering..what else... he got Band 5 ...so there is no need to attend Muet classes..classmates were doing the same old thing..some studying.. some talking..some.. ahhhh...boring class..i have to say..went to 6AD..kishel and naga was there..n Ee Ling too. n wan Qing..talked with them...headed back to my class.. then MUEt teacher came..talked to her to clear some doubts..then headed to library..where on my way karthik called me.. to enter into his class..they made me seat on a cool n comfortable lazy chair... sat there.. tlaked wif karthik, zaid, and Hariz....we were talkin when suddenly the topic LOVE came in... i was given valuable advice and ways to cope up with my love life .... coolness... these people are really good... karthik and Hariz(love doctors) while Zaid(market).. great this is the kind of people im looking for in EC..ever since Form 6 started...all this while what i was in was just in a community of selfish, self centered, proud, lame, boasting, snobbish, racist, asshole, overacting,empty promises, hurting, unsupportive people n etc type of people..actually there a re some upstairs on the same floor as me...who are my life...not all...only some ..finally i found out...where da true enjoyment, care,laughter of life is.....despite some poeple exceptional to this... now its not going to be boring anymore...i found out another world hidden in english college that is....6 Atas Gigih..before leaving the class.. i promised to them that i will talk to Peta today... before i left they said to me..that they are there to help me..anytime anywhere and im always invited to their class.. thats great ...i rushed upstairs.. positioned my self..built the courage.. and was waiting for peta...she came out...yeah not alone ..with the bunch of same people around her......my heart punded faster..she was going and again i FAILED...i had no guts to talk to her...none at all. another disappointment...sobz..haiz..then after that i had a terrible board meeting...very terrible one....mood was spoilt.. headed home wif resh and alaga,. Reached cs..went to cool blog got a drink.. with resh,,walked till v met rajiv and vishu..chatted a while before anand came..headed to secret recipe..it was time full of laughter there. anand was supposed to treat us...in the end..i had to fork out money 2...even da sweet waitress did not come back to give our change after seeing us having problems to settle the bill... asked Anand to send me back home..yeah again i had to fork out money for parking... great..nevermind i dont mind..its just for friends... money comes n money goes... dont care but what i have to bear in mind is i have to b wise in handling money..as i have spent rm20 in just a day...im not rich.. and not wise in spending too..reached home at 6pm..thanks 2 anand. that marks and end to another day of mixed feelings in english college.school days are numbered.. many things not settle...changes cant be seen in myself...my lackadasical life is going on.. day by day thinking of Peta.. no reaction.. the question which arises, i LOVE peta but does PETA love me..??? the answer is NO...thats rite..NO...NOT AT ALL.. i just dont want to be a flop in both studies and that alma matter..it seems that what is goin on now....no reaction.. but too much thinking and imagination..phew... weant my anger on some chairs and door just now...today is a day where i was branded handsome and stunning by three different people.. and of course not to forget there is some people who brand me as a nigger 2.. ..even niggers have heart... im proud to be one LOOK ALIKE..appreciation is not shown here in this country where white and fair seems the perfect of all... nevermind... i think i will get much more appreciation..elsewhere.... the question once again...dont v have the feelings and cant we love anyone...especially with oppostie complex? great..its definitely difficult to find da sole angle in this world full of 99% of bitches..... yeah think about it.....my posts nowdays are more related to my love life...and im goin to put a full stop to it..
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