a safe friday 2 celebrate

sex(gender) does not matter when it comes to love......look at da star on da
face.............
thats a punk stuff...passionately in love.....A&R

4 sama 1 ganjil....showing of our bowling shoes before squaring off

da players....gajah, burung, kucing n baps

how to hit all da pins?????

exams r over....... exams r over...yahooo... exams are over...but wait till da results comes out... who cares...got two weeks to enjoy before die...hahaha..ok last week friday afta skool went out 4 lunch.. not wif my normal buddies... nvmind.. lets just keep it a secret... what i know is i slacked alot...FAST FORWARD>>>>>.. reached cs around 2pm..lepak for a while..b4 heading to JPJ's house.. got alot of revision books from him..had tea n all... wow..thanks 4 ur hospitality THE PETER JAMES'..hehe.. thx.. then headed to leasure mall ..wanted to play bowling but i did not have a shirt...so my frens bought me a shirt... which cost Rm2.99..hahah thanks buddies..played ..mange to hit da pins.. once i got a perfect score but in da comp it registered oni 9 pins..sobz. so da results

1.Baps(alaga)

2.Tikus(me)

3.Burung(gurpreet)

4.Kuching(resh)

5Gajah(kavij)

kavij started strongly... but ended up weakly..alaga from zero to hero... while gurpreet n resh showed positively skewed results.. sent all of them back to town before sending back resh.. home... lost control a few times... mind not feeling rite..feeeling like slcaked da whole day..nyway got to thank my frens for da inaudible advice n the love they nourished towards me...thank u people..

life sucks..love fucks

dont bother after all the title...its just a quote which i have created....n to da faint hearted...its definitely not my principle of my life .... its true oni sumtimes.. mid year..day after tommorow.. single shit preparation.. as usual... not much ..what planned did not work.. sobz.. today.. a day just like any other normal day..boring..n sucked.. summarised ---- feeling like rubbish.. needed oni on times of needy or else.. dun care.. packed class.. nothing entering head..lolipop being passed through a middle filament..hmm... yeah.. sobz..irritating people.. keeping things in mind talking whats in mind..cowards..despair people...who dun know whats happening to their life...over reacting people..walked off...... missed class.. non stop repeating stuffs by that relaxed man..back to class.. climb stairs..tie shoe lace.. proclaimed 'sudah handsome'... kept climbing. a gurl n guy wif bookkkayyy..talking...dah agak... sit in class.. walks two people who have da ability to carry child in future... n goes back in a while wif one getting sumting passed indirectly... hahaha... laughter hmmm..abang DKK.... n tats all...b hapi end of the day,...fought all that could...have given all da best..but sucess is not guranteed...confidence......tats all.........bye

its a saturday

The worst days of my life seem to continue... its just tat i want it to keep going..i been doin all da stuffs tat a f6 student shall not b doin for da past few days....alright..2day i had sum pleasant day.. woke up early lah as mum's at home... my plan 2day was to go CS..lepak... but its not going to be easy as mum's at home..sum how around 10.45am manage to cabut... dad sent me to CS.. reach there oni straight away went to cinema... took ticket 4 X-man..must saylah...great movi... after that headed to bank wen resh called... after banking money.. masuk cs balik.. lepak for a while ..suddenly out of n o where met a guy who wore specs like a bapok..its no other than Alaga..ajak him balik in resh car.. masuk tuition lambat..so kena lecture from da staffs there.. after tuition headed to pelangi.. lepak for while before heading home... reach home oni kena lecture from mum..so without thinking twice.. went out to take a brisk walk.. as i was walking past da foon yew skool..saw alot of people there.. decorations n all.. as it was wesak day,.. at da same time i saw this guy.. Kok yuan.. a 6AD guy clad in his St.John uni.. saw his car too.. laughed to myself.. continued walking b4 heading home.... i had sum day 2day.. but to b honest did many bad stuffs for the past few days..like lying to parents..and after so long i Smoked today.. harga dah naik .... sebatang sekarang dah Rm0.70.. n many more which i cant think of.. many sorrows in my heart u c... im glad to at da same time.. bcause.. da remaining three HINDRAF leaders detained under ISA have been released.. great.. da motive of this release.. is still unclear ..whether it is politically motivated or not..nobody seem to know.. its good as long they are out... LONG LIVE HINDRAF....last but not least... this quote which was expressed once upon a time..kept appearing in my mind..... again so apelagi...pour out againlah......

semasa kecil minum milo ais kaw
apabila besar minum teh c kurang manis

so...it seem nonsensical...but believe it or not...just tink bout it... u will definitely realise sumting....

life....goes on...

Man U just defeated arsenal in champions league semi-final first leg at old trafford...bravo...im blogging right away after da match... dun feel like sleeping.... btw..i slept oni for 1 1/2 hour..dun know why cant sleep da whole night...insomnia...? definitely not..haha....today was supposed to be a super great day in my life...was happy bout this da whole day...excited..waited anxiously... but in the end..yeah just like any other days of my life..da whole thing turn around... luck dun seem to b on myside..it changed... da whole planned is cancelled... great... nvmind..i belive all this is for good...sobz...lately not been studying... im just continuing to screw my life.... great
sayo nara.............

A boring day out in SSI

its was another day outing...but this time its an educational outing...all form six students were forced to go for some career talk in SSi..(many didnt turn up, some came then left after eating)... it was dead boring there... i ate to pass my time... food was good...compared to EC..ssi was no way better...i always wanted to go to that skool once upon a time..but thank God i did not..or else..i will b sum lame nerd guy today killing myself into book oni...hahah.. so lets make the picture do the talking...

resting ....wif gurpreet with his trademark lame poses

what a threesome scandal

a hero, a nigger and a bird

this is what i call crowd of F6.....

u want to lick da toilet bowl or my shoes...... ?????

three.... guys.....but no gurls...still available

washroom poser

sambil naik tangga sambil baca kata hikmah

got to speak english here or else ur in deep trouble....

thats what i call brave... da sole EC students to ask question...

symbol....guess whose hands are they

vandalisme dalam bas....biasalah itu

gudbye.... a view from da bus.....three guys going back home

after a long tiring day


and finally da narrator.............

thinking of what or who?????

yeah thats me people....say peace....

Orientasi and minggu suai kenal pengawas

all left..... a senior scandal...a junior inspecting food, n bla..bla

my board members...seniors

my UP...hahahah

juniors......

market pumping oil.....

tats me.... i will end working for real like this one day if i continue not to study... n b lazy

got to say this was a pretty lame orientasi...not much of effects to da juniors.. compared to what v seniors had to go through ..phewww.... great work by da UPs(sarcasticaly)... kheesha came 2 skool on this particular day....wow..

redox reaction.....

lately nothin much.... life is just like always..MUEt is coming..im freakin out... tat day Pn rozana told me that she expects Jpj n Ching to get band 6...bravo friends... yesterday i got this motivation cert from some one...important... thanks lady..thats a real motivation..my next post will b on da orientation for prefects n my trip to SSi ..yeah.. my phone line was inactive...that was weird...after a while then only i realised..that dad changed my line to postpaid...without my knowledge.. great suprise.. seems i going to miss those days where i had to get to the shop to top up ..n the most important of all..use my pocket money to top up...those days are over..my dad will pay my bills...now on....(actually most of the time to top up.. he pays..)

17/04/09

time flies.... thats all i got to say...its already four months over pravind's birthday.. pretty fast...felt like MUET registration was yesterday... but the test is coming next week.. hoping for the best...today i had pretty a bad day.... morning was like normal with the normal lame ronda's and coming across. the same people...who i dont wish to see in da morning as this will only stimulate me to think about this particular person.. for da whole day...imagining things that will never ever happen.. lolness... alright next...headed to class.. morning nowdays.. is definitely so dead boring with the absence of JPJ...there was some farewell. for Aik Hoe(mayee)..he is leaving too... lame things happening here and there...secret recipe cakes to lead any events with cash flouring here and there.. more lameness.. had my sketch practice for the moral lesson...had no right mood to act..first time.. im like this... followed by bio... where PN.Aza gave back the test papers...i seriously wanted to FAIL Biology..... but unfortunately i passed..thanks to theses people who taught me Bio da morning just right before the papers started...thanks to Shoo Hue Li, Dorai Raaj,and PriyaTharshini..thanks..if its not for you all i will not have understand nerves and coordination... had chemistry after that..Mr.chew lost his voice..great teacher.. then recess.. went ronda again and again.. got a glimpse of a few SIGS students who were here for some trip.. had briefing before heading for class..as usual no techer... Johnny english was here loitering..what else... he got Band 5 ...so there is no need to attend Muet classes..classmates were doing the same old thing..some studying.. some talking..some.. ahhhh...boring class..i have to say..went to 6AD..kishel and naga was there..n Ee Ling too. n wan Qing..talked with them...headed back to my class.. then MUEt teacher came..talked to her to clear some doubts..then headed to library..where on my way karthik called me.. to enter into his class..they made me seat on a cool n comfortable lazy chair... sat there.. tlaked wif karthik, zaid, and Hariz....we were talkin when suddenly the topic LOVE came in... i was given valuable advice and ways to cope up with my love life .... coolness... these people are really good... karthik and Hariz(love doctors) while Zaid(market).. great this is the kind of people im looking for in EC..ever since Form 6 started...all this while what i was in was just in a community of selfish, self centered, proud, lame, boasting, snobbish, racist, asshole, overacting,empty promises, hurting, unsupportive people n etc type of people..actually there a re some upstairs on the same floor as me...who are my life...not all...only some ..finally i found out...where da true enjoyment, care,laughter of life is.....despite some poeple exceptional to this... now its not going to be boring anymore...i found out another world hidden in english college that is....6 Atas Gigih..before leaving the class.. i promised to them that i will talk to Peta today... before i left they said to me..that they are there to help me..anytime anywhere and im always invited to their class.. thats great ...i rushed upstairs.. positioned my self..built the courage.. and was waiting for peta...she came out...yeah not alone ..with the bunch of same people around her......my heart punded faster..she was going and again i FAILED...i had no guts to talk to her...none at all. another disappointment...sobz..haiz..then after that i had a terrible board meeting...very terrible one....mood was spoilt.. headed home wif resh and alaga,. Reached cs..went to cool blog got a drink.. with resh,,walked till v met rajiv and vishu..chatted a while before anand came..headed to secret recipe..it was time full of laughter there. anand was supposed to treat us...in the end..i had to fork out money 2...even da sweet waitress did not come back to give our change after seeing us having problems to settle the bill... asked Anand to send me back home..yeah again i had to fork out money for parking... great..nevermind i dont mind..its just for friends... money comes n money goes... dont care but what i have to bear in mind is i have to b wise in handling money..as i have spent rm20 in just a day...im not rich.. and not wise in spending too..reached home at 6pm..thanks 2 anand. that marks and end to another day of mixed feelings in english college.school days are numbered.. many things not settle...changes cant be seen in myself...my lackadasical life is going on.. day by day thinking of Peta.. no reaction.. the question which arises, i LOVE peta but does PETA love me..??? the answer is NO...thats rite..NO...NOT AT ALL.. i just dont want to be a flop in both studies and that alma matter..it seems that what is goin on now....no reaction.. but too much thinking and imagination..phew... weant my anger on some chairs and door just now...today is a day where i was branded handsome and stunning by three different people.. and of course not to forget there is some people who brand me as a nigger 2.. ..even niggers have heart... im proud to be one LOOK ALIKE..appreciation is not shown here in this country where white and fair seems the perfect of all... nevermind... i think i will get much more appreciation..elsewhere.... the question once again...dont v have the feelings and cant we love anyone...especially with oppostie complex? great..its definitely difficult to find da sole angle in this world full of 99% of bitches..... yeah think about it.....my posts nowdays are more related to my love life...and im goin to put a full stop to it..

major screw up....its nasi campur...

first of all...im damn blooody hell...relieved tat this crappy formatif 2 has just ended... cuntetlah... feel tat im stress free now... what i got to say ..nothing much... i screwed again in this test.... yup its too early to tell as i have not received da results... but its real... for da first time in ec history of my life.... i did not study for this test... worst of all... i did not know there was a change in timetable 4 da test...i oni knew bout chem n maths a day earlier...n for P.A 1 ..lagi worst..i oni knew there was this test on tat particular morning wen the test was suppose to be taking place... no wonder i felt weird cing f6 students... readin pa 1 book wen it was suppose to b da next day... it seems i was wrong ... great ...that made my mood from bad to worst...wack infancy..... n yeah yesterday... i was trying to read bio... it dont seem to enter my head.. why???? dun know... feeling lazy.. tinkin bout her...n lolness.... wtf.... im crazy man....i screwed up my lower six n now... fuck...im playin da fool around this year... its like just less than 7 ,months... oh GOD... i know no one can help me... unless myself... its just my attitude... that keeps me goin like this ... oh bitch...man..... u look at me n buat bodoh... im goin to do da same..2 u baby... people do say to me....tat i must make da approach.. as im da guy... yeah i did make da move...many times ...tiny... steps..i was goin smooth.. i burned everthing ...sacrificied many things 4 u... even studies... but i dun mind cause its 4 u.... i admire u.. i like u ...n want da oppurtinity to love u aswell... but i doubt will u give it to me... im worried u might b snatched away...but i know u belong to me... haiz...i oni can write all this in my brother blog..not anywhere else... while im pouring out here this time... u might b in bed having a short nap... morever the weather now so good for da comfort n soothe of ur pleasure...n i know u love to sleeeeeeppppp(tidur) in one corner of this world i spent relentlessly hours thinking bout u everyday...while u.. ahahahahahahahahahahah i wonder whether u will even tink of me for a second.... haiz... i dun know... gurl... wen all this goin to b resolved... day by day intensity becoming stronger... but faternity becoming weaker... making matter worst im so coward... talking to u in a virtual world....cant even.. talk to u face to face...n wen im face to face wif...u ...u dont c me... what a great chemsitry...wen i walk past u...i bent my head n look towards da earth... its not that i respect u..its just that im damn bloody shy..... nowdays i dun even smile or utter a single word to u...u might tinkin that im too proud...but nehhh... i dun know what u tink bout me till now... whats true that i know u dun have a single dot of feelings 4 me....... thats true... i can c it n feel it...few more months..n skools over..n its almost certain ..its all over... that might b da last time i c ya... da very last time..... great...i dun know where its goin to end.... im not makin da move..keep tinking at da same time neglecting my studies.....gosh i dun want to cry one day... as mum always provokes me... gor choosing f6...i promise this time...that what i want to achieve...i will definitely achieve...tats for real... i know what i want to achieve...this time its do first n thent talk... its relly goin to happen ...tats a promise.......... studies comes first.... n.... deep inmy heart ...ur there......broken n broken for many times...im still strong...i giving all i got in my life to get u...i never approached anyone llike this especially a gurl like this in my life.........what da hell lah...u know this are not.........wow... ...u might say nothing beats da power of love....no factors ...no factors at all..but whats true.... its does play a role... ..u know i know n GOD knows... i do suck... in appearance n everthing ...but...its all fuck.... damn damn...how long must i wait...4 eva...sure no problem... anything for u.... i hope one day u will understand all this...u know why im stiill not putting da correct steps into it..cause i want u to suceed in studies too... im being blogging so many times bout u... till some of my frens come an ask me ...who r u... my answer to them ...wait ...wait...time is not rite... fucklah wen time will b rite...its never rite for me... im dreaming of perfect score 4 stpm ...with this lackadesical attitude n spirit... not even passes can b expected...i write..... talk n talk but im not doin a single fucking thing...aspiring to b da top student in my skool...ahhaahhaha....im laughing to myself...i say to myself ...fuck off...... back to u...all da time i dun want to c ya... u appear to me..... if ur not meant ...for me...i can t help it... but i do have da strong feeling that ur meant for me...... feeling n feeeling being poured.. haiz...... am i that bad i ask u.... i do all i could........ mayb u know everthign bout me... cause people do talk ... u just waitin for da time.,..for me to open n all u want to do is REJECT... am i prepared 4 it?? what i tell people is...im prepared...but seriously not at alllll...... FUCK FUCK FUCK... i dun know how im goin to face all this... serious shit............im confused in this world... tinking why am i born into this world....there wen my self create... quote... comes by..... LIFE SUCKS LOVE FUCKS

a better day in EC... i guess so

yup its another day in ec again...a better one than yesterday.. it seems like im so free nowdays as i have been blogging like almost everyday... even resh asked me... why im blogging without any specific event...what i would like to tell u my bro... im not a lazy blooger like u r... blog on ocassions oni...pure disgrace..heheh...kiddin man... 2day nothin much at skool... it seems exam fever has taken its toll... many seen readin n bleeding n some even dating at corridors... what a great achievement... good 4 those who r studying... outcome can b seen soon in da comin test...mid year 2 just round da corner... so what summore studylah... haaha. unlike me ...great in planning...but worst in doing...lets c what i can do ... had a pretty bored day at skool at da expenses that jpj was absent.. n for da first time this year Mr Chew failed to enter da class.. this is something unusual..... i was a bout to fly(understood by ec students... i mean da orginals) positioned my bag outside da class...while bio was goin on.. i was about to fly but it was all disrupted by you jun... he took my beg n went away ..damn u... later went to his class took my beg,.. he kena sound from his classmates ..padan muka.. after that apelagi flylah...first time this year but gurantee more to come... heard n advertistment on fly.fm(102.5) that dun skip skool cause in skool many things r free.. like socialising, learning n building oneself...as v start to work ..even socialising seem to take money where v have to pour petrol for our car to c frens... a nice one by fly.fm that has to b taught ... n analysed... so best ever pice of advice ..... lets enjoy every single second of moments in skool...cause its oni once,...n for all...n for me...like im doin now...im goin to enjoy to da max...n get what im here 4....cheerio.....

live life 2 da max wif flyfm