whats happening????????????

past few days have been really hectic...having prefects orientation for lower six n f4... dunnnolah ..this people r here for one reason oni..its just for da sake of name n power.that goes through..for this past few days..i have been really hot tempered.... scolding junior n my fellow board members...things are not going well 2...senthamil puthir preparation goin freakin slow...amid its just few days away...fuck shit...yesterday was wednesday... so with this new botak hairstyle..n small janggut i step in skool compound wif BSMM shirt.. pretty boring day... during recess there was this guy who wanted to fight wif dorai.. luckily managed to stop...haiz... had mpm..afta mpm went up... i could c da chinese community in f6 gahtering in classes... must b some so called meeting...gurpreet forced me into da BSMM meeting.. waited n finally da meeting started..like always...these people..so uncivilised.. talkin in mandrin... fucklah..im an induren here...cant u c...yeah they did sent sumone to translate..come on lah... this has been goin on for years...eversince i was in form 4..not oni here...but even in district level..got to recall....thfew years back..this is the time wen i n kavij established ANTI RACISM LAGUE>>inside a camp near blok dekat astaka yang sekarang sudah takde.i wonder..wheteher im stranded in china or wat... english is da universal language ..then why use mandrin when sum non-chinese r here...woi..if cannot speak .. then go to foon yew skool lah..this is English College man... sedih sial...errrkkkk.....was pissed ..so just lashed out n went tepian tebrau wif alaga...ate there..before heading back to skool to attend orientasi sebelah petang..on da way singgah kat jeti...got geng fight...its indians vs malays... sad man...wen is all this goin to end... will concept of one malaysia suceed if this keeps goin on...racism everywhere...fuck ...fuck...fuck... 2day a thursday... so packed..after recess Pn.oo entered... she was emo..scolded my classmartes...i oso kena..after that i emo plak... damn things kept bothering my mind..lashed out of class... had small briefing wif f1 n f2 prefects,,,,sure make those guys hapi...felt better..waited for resh ..n ujun to go makan..but they were late.. so drove to bindus..didnt eat..just sipped tea..each sip brough in various taughts... life is tough..stpm comin soon..not serious....damn...... sayo nara adios...