random thought...

to begin wif....its almost end of my holidays...n im dead bored doin notin day by day....lookin here n there..n doin notin...sad thing ah..i did lepak n catch up wif so many frens... life been not that great..wif some losses..wat i see today i too many loop holes for a person to become a doctor..its not bout how u become a doctor..its wat kind of doctor u r....we coveting this noble position shall save lives.....

helooooooooooooo

i have been makin history lately...... never updated my blog for almost 4 months...damn....feel so irresponsible.... hmm...many things have taken place...four months is alot n ...so many events...new juniors... n much more...i wrote my university examination...wat a hype... gosh...was so scared..never that scared...really pushed my self to da max....i must say i didnt do well in my exams...but i manage to PASS...wahoo here comes second year for me....recently my uncle passed away... he raised me since i was young ... he been everything to me...n c-ing him, goin without c-ing me become wat he wants really hurts alot... basically he died because neglignece...wats happening to malaysia's healthcare system.... to many loop holes for people to become doctors....till there's no quality in doctors being proiduced...sad.....

the season is comin to n end,,,,

the feeble cry im giving at the start of every post never seem to end...yeah im back...its my 150th post...my blog has been the best way i cry out my feelings... the title decipits notin...sumtimes my ball shrink...the time is almost up...its matter of days,,,n so much things to cover up...the feelings of me not producing fills my mind...but im ain't gonna give up... one dream one chance...im ready for it... must make each penny worth,,,,the taught of boring life seems to increase day by day,..sumtimes iwoner why its likethis for me...with no regrets i tend to repeat the same mistakes again n again...i just cant stand the sight of defeat...by delay...everday i pray tinking of a better day...but inspite its just the same...tears may seem to flow wen i tink about them....sumtimes i feel im betraying the trust,,,,despite all da odds ...the have sent me here...negletting all their needs n a dream of a small tings puttin on stake....n imstill diverting... im being selfish...i believeif imdiverting if its benefitting its ok...but im not...im losing...imready tobring those glory days of my life back....renaissace is wat im expecting but it never seem to merge....im sorry if i have disappointed u all...its time for action to speak louder than words...................................inspite effort being put...its like failure n luck is not on my side...but i have one bullet left....HARDWORK,,,,,im aint gonna give up..........bring it people...

life moves on....

momentarly ...it has been a very long long time since i bloogged...never seem up to promises....i realised now days...my effort pput...in seem to b wasteful.//// n i tend to get irritated.... dunno why......... block 4 starts tommorow..... look.... im so deasd..

same n lame

hmmm....my blog is so dead nowdays.....my performance i basically the same....imust say im so disappointed at times...but i gotno choice.....damn....my mind is confused n i dun seem to realise wat im doin at times...wats wrong man.... engine masih belum panas....india won da world cup....its massive to celebrate.....in da meantime.......its time to tink n make drastic move....

goodbye

IM ON MY WAY BACK TO INDIA EDI... Time just flew like that.....awesome week must i say i had in msia... Now blogging from lcct..thnaks to my new nokia c6 many things becomes possible...will blog once i hit manipal

penultimate.................

its time yet for another post after such a long absence....i did have the time ... recalling that i used to waste mamoth amount lingering in fb... but just cant make way for blogging.... owww jeeezzzzz...its almost about a week edi... im in msia...im back for semester breaks... must say...a semester full of disappointment... its just exactly a week since my traumatising experience in LCCT... its notin serious..b ut just hate the fact...i was there for 6 hours doin nothing...ewwwwwww.......... its about two week more before my holidays end n me back to india to continue the path in fulfillng my dream... till then...a promise to my blog itself... i will b blogging more now onwards
sumtin unusual.... this pic bring thousand answers to b answered...

dusty old blog

it has been a while ...or shall i say been a long time since i blogged.... no intensity..... nehh.... no mood...but it has been prominent that blogging during events or issues has been norm to me....things r getting better now...have picked up... but declining rate is there...iknow my mistakes... n im afraid i may repeat da mistakes again...well i may have hurt myself through the process...but im seeming to back to da old bad ways of repeatiting wat has happen.....in state of dilemma... i believe watever i undertake...it may or will leave a pain n dissappointment on me...but i throughly made up that watever it is ...im not goin to disappoint THEM..noting comes above this priority..... im missin all of u.... I LOVE U ALL.... n noting can stop from me from gettin wat i want...nomatter how many times i fall....