Thursday, October 22, 2009

dark cloud lining

Date:22/10/09
Place: MSAB, form 6 block
time: 7.30 am onwards
people: so called pre-u students
smell: blood smell from excessive bleeding
music: irritation, lame noises

decribing today may not b that important..but many things happen today.. that forced me to face da screen now to blog... rite after i enter class.. had sum blows..of difference opinion.. great.. that made me look stupid ..rite.. as things were goin normal..suddenly prefects ambushed my class... thats corny... as im usuaally there to b wif them ..to do whatelse if not spotchecks.. but..i dun know a single thing that there will b a spotcheck today.. as v r suppose to observe da junior conducting the checks..things were goin on well i guess...many items were confiscated.. .. tis is actually a serious blow to da sixth formers.. as all this while many were breaking school rules by bringing probhited items... so finally many fell into the pit...yeah of course how long can u all keep running... today is da day...things went on sour after da checks... many people blamed me or not tellin them that there was a spotcheck today... my goodness ...how da hell will i know if i dun know its was goin to b held today at da first place... this people are real idiots..u just know to blame me...but just look at urself... tink ... use ur brains... ur breaking school rules n blaming me for da consequnces..thats just ridiculous... wen u do wrong i kept quiet n wen u kena oso i kept quiet... im playing wif the tide... i remain dormant... so u tink did i make mistakes...??? i just dun give a fucking damn wat u all wan to tink.....i did my job n i dun have to worry wat u wan to tink.. there it goes another saga..cing people in form 6... a superb skool infested n dominated by unwanted ones especially in f6.........may LOrd have mercy on ur soul..... sum called me racist, n some call me betrayer not to forget i might be sum peoples enemy now... i just dun care.... thx to da bio teacher for supporting me..n to a few angles who clapped to her response... time will come wen u all will realise... as i was talking to resh.. suddenly sumting happended... my tim.kapten badge fell.. this is sumting unusual....as it has never fallen down ever since da day i wore it..is that a sign of downfall... hahah.. no time to care...change of power is comin soon... i know for myself ..how much i have dedicated to prefects...my studies deteriorated... n pressured... n many sacrifice done..includiong an incident which happen to my mum.. i know deep in myself ..how am i doin my job..i receive praises n criticism ..thats just motivation for me... thats life.... love my life...life rocks...from a zero to a hero n finnaly back to a zero... so its da ups n downs of life...27 days counting... sayo nara,...nandre vanaklam





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