lost sumtin.............

hmm...da second time blogging today.....sumtin very unusual....clear indication..got no much of work....damn ...my course is over..feel so heavy...seeing all those loved once... goin away...one by one...damn..how i wished it was oni yesterday comin to f.i.s ...its a clear indication im missin all my frens...it may have been short but sure has put in a strong impact in myself... damn...on da first day i was in kl...felt like runnin away..but now feel like wannna stay...enjoyed every second of it....damn...just cant take it... damn...worst come worst..sum people especially ....i just cant take it..dying a little by little...oni place i can pour out is no one else except u............... haiz.....sumtimes u want sumting so badly.but u still wont get.it.love that was never got is deeply more missed than love that is at hand............crap n crap.....life is great... i believe have to move on.. no matter what...there is much more things to c in life.............sayo nara......